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was in a large banquet hall.
I was surrounded by those
I loved, even people that I
had not seen in years.
and the hall was filled with
the sound of people talking.
Their voices were like music.
I had no idea why we were there;
it was like I had woken up
all of a sudden only to find myself
surrounded by a Shangri-La of
friends and family.
I was sitting in a throne that
was in the centre of the room.
The party was going on around me,
and I was as it’s centre. It was as if
I was the sun and the people
I loved were the planets.
A woman stood up and
clinked the edge of her cup
with a long, pointed knife.
It looked like a sword.
The room fell silent and
everyone was expectant.
“We all know why we’re here.”
She smiled at me and raised
her glass. She was shining and bright,
like the moon, full of light that
rippled all over her skin
and made her sparkle.
“We’re here to celebrate you.”
She pointed at me and I was filled
with love and contentment.
“We have a gift for you.”
She held up large piece of paper.
On it, I saw myself as I was
when I was younger.
It was a photograph
that had been blown up to full size.
I looked at my younger self
and recognized myself there,
even though I no longer felt
like the same person.
She pulled out something
that looked like a wand.
Waving it in front of the paper,
I watched the photo begin to
shimmer and undulate.
I watched the photograph
settle itself on the paper
as if it were a Polaroid.
When the picture started
to came into focus,
I saw myself as I was now,
holding out two gold disks,
one balanced in each palm.
“Who you were has changed
into who you are.”
She pointed with her wand at
the paper again and it began
to shimmer once more,
When it came into focus,
I saw myself again.
I was standing on a grassy knoll,
looking towards the future,
surrounded by the sun and sky.
The disks from the previous photo
had multiplied and surrounded me.
They were floating in the sky
like several small suns.
There were animals in the grass.
They looked as if they were protecting me,
or offering me guidance on the journey
that I was about to take into the unknown.
“You are not afraid of yourself anymore.”
She smiled again and her brightness
increased until it looked
as if she were made of stars.
She raised her glass and said “Slainte!”
Everyone in the room raised their own glass
and repeated the word.
They clinked their glasses
their neighbours and the room
sounded as if it were filled
with the tinkling of bells.
Light began to pour from their cups
until all I could see was
was the brightness
of the sun.
This reminds me of the tarot card we tried to do of you as the 2 of pentacles all those years ago. I wonder if it would work better now? I found that the person had to really embody the card or the photos wouldn’t work.
We should try again this summer. I should finish that deck this year.
Indeed! That was part of the inspiration. I knew you would pick up on that Laurie! It didn’t start out as a tarot poem, but inspiration struck! LOL