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The thought that something was
waiting for me, right around
the corner. All I had to do
was wait for it.
I was impatient though
and couldn’t wait.
I searched for it instead.
I looked everywhere
for this possibility, this
chance encounter that I
wanted with every
fibre of my being.
I looked around buildings
but only saw alley ways.
I looked into windows,
but only saw my reflection.
I looked in stores
and saw only masses
of people passing me by.
I would search the sky
for clues of my future,
I would read the fortunes that
came inside of cookies
to see when it would happen,
to see if it would happen.
I was looking so hard
that I almost missed it,
almost walked by it.
I was out looking at
life passing me by
when a stranger said to me:
“What are you looking for?”
I shook my head.
“I don’t know.”
I didn’t know how
to put into words
the urgency I
was filled with.
The stranger, a woman
wearing a red dress
and black gloves
looked at me with a gaze
that saw everything.
“Well, until you
figure out what you’re
searching for, isn’t half
the fun in living?
Fate knows what it
has in store for you already.
The least you can do is
live your life until fate
delivers your due
and gets itself in order.”
I shook my head.
“I don’t understand you.”
She threw up her hands
in exasperation.
“Why, you have to believe
in the possibility
of happenstance.
You have to engage with life,
truly live it.
Then that chance,
that possibility,
will show itself.”
“How can I do that?”
I asked her. I was
mesmerized by her,
by the conviction
with which she spoke.
“By believing that
the impossible
isn’t so impossible
after all.”
She tipped her
head to me.
“I hope you find
what your searching for.
But have fun
in the meantime, okay?”
She walked on
and I wondered
at the world
that had suddenly
grown brighter
around me.