The Color of Love: Starboy Book One AVAILABLE NOW!

TheColorOfLove-300x454Check it out! My new book, The Color of Love: Starboy Book One, is available now! How awesome is that?

Here’s a bit about the story:

Alexander had one job: watch for the fires and report them. He was alone at the top of the fire watch tower and he yearned for companionship. That arrives in the form of the beautiful Troy, who left once, but who has now returned to claim Alexander as his once more.

However, things are not what they seem. When they kiss, a fire erupts around them, but doesn’t burn. Alexander realizes that the fires he has been reporting are really the emotions of others…

The book is available now from Cobblestone Press. You can get your copy here:

http://www.cobblestone-press.com/catalog/books/thecoloroflove.htm

Even better? It’s available for only 0.99!

This will be the first in five tales that make up the whole story. I hope you enjoy it and that it inspires you to find your own color of love…

The Light Within – A Flash Fiction Story

small planetWhen he flew low enough, he could see the clouds.

Or what was left of them at any rate. The planet below him was covered in red fog that seemed to pulse along with a light that sat within it. It looked as if the planet had a living heart which he supposed it did. If the pulse followed a specific beat, it was unknown to him. There was a crackle of static in his left ear.

“Commander, have you got a visual of the red planet?”

Cindy’s voice was crisp and authoritarian. He knew her voice got like this when she was nervous. “Affirmative.” He said.

“What can you see? Is it like the others?”

He shook his head no and wondered how to phrase his reply. The planets had appeared in the solar system only recently: a blue one filled with nothing but water; a green one that was covered in grass and trees. A yellow one that covered in nothing but light brighter than the sun. A purple one that was filled with pearly white beings that looked like an alien race. It was as if the Earth as they had known it had decided to split into fragments of itself and the planets were the result.

Sullivan and his crew had been away from Earth for a month, touring the cosmos for signs of intelligent life. They had wanted to see what was out there, what was beyond the pale. When they had returned to where Earth should have been, there were only the five planets, stretched across the cosmos.

The green planet was the only one that was inhabitable, but being that there was just grass and trees, a person wouldn’t survive there for long. Sullivan doubted whether a person could inhabit a world filled with water. They couldn’t even get close to the yellow planet, the shields began to shut down and small fires broke out in the control rom. McKenzie, his navigator, was trying to find out all he could about the purple planet; Sullivan wanted to know what those opalescent beings were before they approached further.

“I think so, yes.” Sullivan said, answering her question.

“So, in other words, we’re fucked. We can’t stay on a space station forever, you know. There’s only so much oxygen here to begin with. We were lucky to find it, but we have no idea how long it’s been here.”

“You don’t have to remind me.” He growled. “I’m flying back now.”

He clicked off with another burst of static and set his course for the space station. It was even higher above the clouds and it was only thanks to McKenzie that they had found it. As Sullivan was about to turn his ship around, he felt a deep pulse come from the planet. It reverberated through the blackness and the stars.

The pulse passed through the hull of the ship and through Sullivan. He could actually feel the wave of the pulse, could almost see it move the air around him. He heard a click in his headset and what sounded like the shrill hissing of a dog whistle. It seemed to go on forever and he thought he would go deaf from it until it stopped, and he heard something else entirely.

“…you hear…”

“Repeat base.” Sullivan said. “Say again.”

“Can…you…hear…me?”

The voice didn’t belong to anyone on his crew. “Say again.” He said. “How did you get on this channel?”

“You…can…hear…me.” It wasn’t a question this time. It sounded like whoever was speaking was trying to find his way around the English language.

“What do you want?” Sullivan didn’t know what to say. “Who are you?”

“You felt my light. You felt my heartbeat. I beat for you.”

Sullivan was about to turn off the headset when he looked at the switch and saw that it was already off. Then he thought about what the voice had just said. “You felt my heartbeat.”

He thought about the pulse that had moved through the ship. That had moved through him, that still pulsed within him. “Who are you?” Sullivan asked.

“I am but a…heart. I am the molten heart that binds the rest. The world is broken and you must find the key.”

Sullivan wondered what this could mean. He wondered who was speaking to him, whether it was a friend or foe. “Who are you?” He asked.

“I thought you…knew. Let me show you.”

The ship shook as another pulse passed though it and though him. He heard the shrill hiss of dog whistle and he shook his head to clear the sound. “What does this prove?” Sullivan yelled.

“You do not believe.” The voice said. “Let me…show you again.”

As the ship rattled and shook, he saw something outside of the ships windows that took his breath away. He watched as each of the five planets flashed, a rainbow of colour in the dark night sky. All of the planets pulsed in time to the beat that was flowing through him even now.

The shrill sound of the whistle was starting to sound like the wind. In that sound, he could hear the planets true voice, speaking in words that he could never understand. The red planet below him was the heart of it all. “What do you want me to do?” He asked.

The shaking of the ship lessened. On the ship window, he saw a light as a hologram took shape. He watched as the five planets slipped back into each other, becoming a whole planet once more. Sullivan watched the hologram again and then a third time before he understood. The five planets had been Earth as a whole; now the pieces that had made their planet were separate.

“The world is broken and you must find the key…” The red planet said again.

Sullivan looked at the darkness of night and wondered where he would begin.

Mother’s Are Made of Wonder- A Poem

* Happy Mother’s Day to my Wonder Mom. I love you!Mothers are magic

 

When I was young,

I learned the love of stories from you.

You showed me the magic

of delving into other worlds

in order to find pieces of myself.

You would mend my cuts

with just a kiss or a touch or your hand.

When I was older,

I learned the love of writing from you.

You showed me that I could

create my own stories

and my own worlds in which to live.

You were a fount of wisdom and your words

guided me through a world that was

strange and frightening,

but you showed me that the world

shone from within the shadows if I was willing

to look for the light.

Now that I am older still,

words continue to flow from me,

my own kind of magic.

You have taught me to live a life

that is full of magic and one that is completely mine.

There is so much you have given me,

so much of it beyond the physical.

I know now that you are made of wonder.

It is your wise words I hear inside of me,

it is your strength I carry within me,

it is the courage that you instilled me with

that has helped me thrive into the man

I’ve become.

I have you to thank for this

and for everything you have given me

and all that you have made possible.

You are made of stardust

and you are everything

magical.

All I can do is give you my love

and hope that it is magic

enough.

Life and Lemonade – AVAILABLE NOW!

Small Life and LemonadeCheck it out! My new novel, Life and Lemonade, is available now!

It follows the adventures of Blaine, Nancy, Mike, William and Poppy who you met in Lust and Lemonade. Here’s a bit about the novel:

Blaine and his friends have all found love, but there are others who aren’t so lucky. In a world filled with all kinds of relationships, some of them can heal while others can hurt. Blaine and friends must find their way around their relationships, new and old, if they are to make sense of the world around them. Sometimes love pulls people together, even when life is trying to push them apart. All is fair in love and war…but sometimes, life gets in the way.

You can get the book in paperback from my publisher Renaissance Press:

https://renaissancebookpress.com/product/life-and-lemonade/

And you can get the eBook from Amazon:

https://www.amazon.ca/Life-Lemonade-Jamieson-Wolf-ebook/dp/B07CQVTKGC/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1526085374&sr=8-1&keywords=Life+and+Lemonade+Jamieson+Wolf

I hope you enjoy reading the book as much as I enjoyed writing it! If you read the book, I’d really love a review!

Stay tuned for more news and updates as things begin to take shape!

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Starboy and My Return to Romance

TheColorOfLove-300x454In 2013, I stopped writing romance novels.

I had written a lot of them. Twenty-four of them are still available, but there were others that went out of print. At the height of my romance career, I had written over forty of them. That’s a whole lotta lovin’.

Then in 2013, my life changed. I changed. I became a different person. At the time, I was dealing with a lot of health issues. I was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis. I was dealing with the breakup of a marriage and a horrible relationship.

To say the least, I wasn’t in a good place at all.

As I healed and learned to do simple things again, like walking and typing, and speaking, I came to the realization that I had written my romances while married to my ex-husband. I wrote about the love I wanted…not the love I had. I decided that I was done with romance. I decided that I wanted to write “serious” books, whatever that means.

Added to that, I didn’t feel attractive or very loved. I felt like I was part man, part monster. I didn’t feel like writing about other men living out their romantic adventures when I wasn’t able to have my own.

Then a strange thing started to happen.

I began to see myself in a whole new light. Even though I had MS, I was still a sexual being. When I met Michael, I realized that my having MS didn’t change that fact. I had been tempted to go back to writing romances, but I was done with them, wasn’t I?

I had finished with romance…The only thing was that romance had not finished with me.

Though I had supposedly turned away from writing romance, I wrote novellas with romantic elements in them, novels about people finding love in the modern world, poems to the man that became my husband that were filled with romance and with the healing power of love.

Some time ago, I wrote a flash fiction piece for fun. It was very romantic and at the time, it felt like I was dipping my toe back into the water of romance. It was like a breath of fresh air after a long time of not breathing properly.

I set the piece aside and thought that was that…only my Muse would not leave me alone. She kept trying to tell me to pick that story back up again, that it could be more, that it could be something full of magic.

I decided not to ignore my Muse; she gets quite cranky if I do that. I decided to see what would happen…

And now you will be able to find out what happened with Starboy Book One: The Color of Love. It’s available from the good folks at Cobblestone Press on May 15th! I can’t wait for you all to read it.

It’s short, just over 5,000 words. But think of this as the prologue for the tale that is about to come. I don’t know how many books it will be, but I’m thinking five, as a Star has five points, right?

I hope you’ll come with me to meet Alexander and Troy and to experience the beginning of their story.

In the meantime, if you’re looking for something to wet your whistle while you wait, you can view all of my books with Cobblestone Press here:

http://www.cobblestone-press.com/catalog/author/jamiesonwolf.htm

It’s been a long and winding road to this novella…five years in fact. I hope it’s worth the wait for you as much as it has been for me.