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He gave me a gift.
I was expecting a ring,
something to symbolize
the bond that was between us.
What I got instead was
a pack of tarot cards.
They had names I had
never seen before.
Instead of normal cards
like the Lovers or the Heirophant,
the Fool or the Tower,
there were cards like
the Lost Soul, the Forgotten One
and The Broken Man.
“That’s you.” He said.
He pointed to The Broken Man.
“That’s you as you are now.”
The card depicted a man
made of glass. His feet
and legs were shatters of glass,
littering the ground like
diamonds turned to dust.
His face was a mask of pain,
whether internal or external
I did not know.
I didn’t feel broken inside,
though I was approaching
that eventuality.
I didn’t want to be
The Broken Man. I felt like
The Gingerbread Man, my
breakable legs one step away
from being cookie crumbs.
I took the cards up to a cliff.
It overlooked the whole world
and I could see the land
stretching in front of me.
I could feel the world behind me.
I stood on a precipice,
my life before and
my life after. I only had to choose.
I raised my hand holding the cards
to the wind and let it take
the cards from my hand.
As they swirled away,
flying out of my hand,
I saw The Broken Man.
Instead of pain on his face,
he was smiling.
As the cards flew from my grasp,
I knew I had made
the right decision.
I was the Broken Man
no longer