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a doorway. It
was tall and
narrow and was
made from old
wood painted red
that had faded
over time in
the sun. The
doorway was unremarkable
except for two
reasons: It stood
in the middle
of a parking
lot and from
the open door
there came the
sound of laughter.
A boy came
out and looked
at me. He wore
round glasses and
had a dark brown
mop of hair.
He smiled, the
smile filled with
gaps. He let out
another loud laugh.
“Do you want to come see the garden?”
I looked around to
see if the
boys parents were
around, but there was
no one. He
laughed loudly again.
“Don’t be afraid. You’ll be okay.”
“Where are your parents?”
I asked him.
Surely, he wasn’t
alone. He grinned.
“They’re close. They’re your parents! Come on!”
Beckoning with one
hand, he raced
away from the
doorway. He stood,
looking at me,
a smile still
playing upon his
lips. He was standing
in what looked
to be a large
meadow surrounded by
trees. I went
around to the
back of the
doorway, but there
was nothing. Only
a brick wall
and some grease
stains. I went
back around to
the front and
looked inside again.
The boy still
stood there, looking
at me with
twinkling, bright eyes.
“Come on! There’s nothing to be afraid of!”
I nodded, not
trusting myself to
speak. Stepping over
the threshold of
the door, there
was a loud rushing
sound and my
ears popped from
sudden pressure. Then
I was through,
and my ears
cleared. The boy
reached for my
hand. When our
fingers touched, a
wind began to
dance in the
grass and flew
upwards. I looked
at the boy.
“What was that?”
He took his
time before he
answered my question.
“The meadow remembers you. Come on, the garden isn’t that far.”
He pulled me
along and within
moments, we were
at the entrance
of a small
garden. There were
orchids and roses,
petunias and chrysanthemums,
tiger lilies and
ivy. There were
flowers of every
kind, but they
were all relatively
small, as if
they had just
started to grow.
I looked beyond
the small garden
and saw another
one behind it.
I pointed with
a shaking hand.
“What’s over there? What’s that garden?”
The boys face
darkened. He looked
sad all of
a sudden, as
if the other
garden held nightmares.
“That’s the dead garden. Nothing grows there anymore.”
He could see
from my face
that I wanted
to explore it.
So he led
the way, keeping
hold of my
hand. As we
walked, a question
occurred to me.
“If this garden is dead, how did the new one grow?”
The boy laughed
again and the
breeze responded in
kind, laughing among
the grass. The
boy looked at
me with strangely
serious, mature eyes.
“Do you really not know?”
I shook my
head, but an
answer came to
me moments before
he said it.
“They come from imagination. From ideas. All you have to do is think of it and the ideas will grow.”
He led on
until we came
to the dead
garden. It’s plants
were all dead
and none that
I could name.
It was filled
with spiky plants
that looked as
if they were
ready to draw
blood should we
touch one. I
looked at the
boy, trying to
find my voice.
“Did ideas grow this garden too?”
He nodded, a
tear sliding down
his cheek. He
made no effort
to wipe it
off his face.
“Yours. It was your ideas and imagination that caused both gardens to grow.”
I was shaken
but his words
had the ring
of truth to
them. I asked
the first thing
that came to
mind, letting the
words spill out.
“How could I grow this?”
“You were unhappy. The thoughts that you have hold power. What’s inside your mind takes root in the real world.”
“Then why does the other garden exist?”
The boy let
out a hearty
laugh and squeezed
my hand tightly.
“Because your better now. We’re better.”
I looked back
at the healthy
garden, so full
of life. Then
I looked at
the dead garden.
“I want you to help me to do something. Will you?”
“Of course.”
“If imagination caused this garden, maybe new thoughts, new ideas, will make it better again.”
I was pretty
sure I knew
who the boy
was, what he
was. He nodded
and took both
my hands. I
took a deep
breath and imagined
life growing around
us, coming out
of the dark
soil. There was
nothing at first,
but then we
both heard the ground
around us begin
to crack and
rumble. It shook
for a moment
and then grass
shot out of
the ground where
before there was
only black, burnt
earth. Trees shot
up out of
the ground, their
leaves green and
whole. Flowers slid
out of the ground
with small pops,
hundreds of them,
thousands of them.
Gone was the
black earth and
the plants that
looked as if
they would draw
blood. In the
trees, I could
hear birdsong. I
looked down at
the boy, smiling.
“We did it!”
I couldn’t help
letting out a
loud, joyful laugh.
He nodded, smiling
“You did it. You did all of this.”
I looked at
him, really looked
at him closely.
“You’re me, aren’t you? My inner child? You look exactly as I did when I was younger. I don’t know why I didn’t see it before.”
He nodded again.
“Because you couldn’t.”
“Then where are we? Where is this place?”
He gave me
a big grin.
“Would you believe me if I said we’re inside your mind?”
I didn’t need
to think of
a proper response.
“Yes. I would. It’s the only thing that makes sense. But how do I get out?”
“The way you came. Remember, what you imagine is given life and anything is possible.”
I turned to
walk back through
the doorway. The
boy didn’t move.
“Aren’t you coming with me?”
I asked him.
“No, I think I’ll stay here for a while longer. Now that you’ve found me again, I won’t ever be far away. Never forget me, Okay?”
“I won’t. I promise.”
I turned towards
the doorway, the
trees and plants
swaying in a
soft breeze. As
I stepped back
through the doorway,
I looked back
through the door.
There was my
inner child, playing
amongst the trees
and flowers, with
joy written on
his face and
laughter in his
heart. I closed
the door, knowing
he’d be safe
now and began
to make my
way home again.