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She looks at
the mark upon
my left wrist.
“What’s that supposed to be?”
She almost reaches
out to touch
it. I reach
out and rub
it with my
the thumb of
my right hand.
“It’s the symbol for the Deathly Hallows.”
She give me
a look, wrinkling
her face at
me and looks
back down at
the tattoo. A
thought goes off
inside her head,
as if she
a light bulb
inside there and
smiles at me.
“Oh! It’s from Harry Potter! You must be quite the fan then!”
I nod and
say to her
“Yes, I’m quite the fanboy.”
I leave it
at that. She
doesn’t need to
know the real
symbolism behind the
tattoo. The symbol
refers to The
Master of Death.
That one who
has the cloak,
the wand and
the resurrection stone
will be the
Master of Death.
In a way,
I conquered my
own death. I
carry those thoughts
with me, of
how when I
first got sick,
I was lost
and had no
idea what was
going to happen
to me. I was
lost within myself,
afraid of every
sound, every movement.
If I looked
around me, I
could see the
trees of the
Forbidden Forest. I
wondered what nightmares
waited within it?
It felt as
if I had
already died, already
went beyond the Veil.
As I lost
myself in the
forest, there came
a time when
I almost let
the Dementors win,
almost let them
perform their Kiss.
However, the light
within me was
stronger and despite
my fear, my
Patronus came to
life, shining out
of me in
the form of
a wolf. I
crawled back from
death, mastering the
temptations of darkness
that wanted to
hold onto me
and went towards
the light instead,
embracing the light
within. So it’s
not just a
fanboy tattoo. It’s
a reminder of
how strong I
am.