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My body contains the storm.
The rivers rage against the
rocky barrier of my skin.
Even as I try to remain upright,
water wants to push me down
to the ground so that
it can resume its rightful path.
The waters pull my body
every which way,
making my limbs
feel heavy and misshapen.
I try to walk and I can hear
the waves making the storm
I carry within me grow louder,
until all I can hear is the roar.
Eventually, all I can do
is given in to the pull of the waters,
the almost seductive lull.
By then, they have pulled me under
and I do everything I can
to escape their pull.
When I am lying down in the rapids,
I can look up and see the sun
and it’s the sun that lets me know
that I can swim.
I use its light to guide me
and soon, I am able
to see the rocks in front of me,
offering salvation from the water.
Sitting upon them,
I can still hear the waters
that move and sing inside of me.
I know that I will dance again,
that there is no way
I can let go of the water.
For now,
I listen to the waves
and I can feel the brightness
of the sun.