The Shapes of Wrath: Hope’s Seven Deadly Sins Book 1 by Meslissa Yi – A Book Review

Hope Sze has no idea that she’s entering the darkness.

She takes on a surgery rotation and she’s assigned to operating room three. Her superior is Dr. Vrac and she quickly learns that he has a nickname: Dr. Death. She’s never worked for anyone like him before. He treats the other surgeons and attendants like garbage, makes racist comments about others, loses his temper at everyone around him.

He also kills people. Hope Sze watches as his actions cause a patient to bleed out on the table. If she tries to do anything, it will put her in the path of his wrath and his vengeance. Hope has never been so afraid of a doctor and so terrified at what he will do. Yet, she knows that she has to do whatever she can to make sure his wrath is stopped.

When she finds the dead body of another surgeon, Hope knows that she is up against a killer. The only thing that she doesn’t know is how she can prove that Dr. Vrac is the one who killed him before he ends up killing her.

Matters are made more interesting when she spots a ghost at the hospital. Has the ghost come to warn her or help her?

Hope only knows one thing for sure: she is running out of time.

I loved the Shapes of Wrath so much! Everything about this book is amazing.

Melissa Yi always knows how to spin a tale and her books always blur the genre lines of mystery. Normally, she uses a lot of humour in her books, and I’m often surprised when I laugh out loud from something that she has written on one page and them I’m shocked by something on another page.

However, there is no humour in The Shapes of Wrath. Instead, as Hope Sze takes on a very real killer, she is thrown into a race against time and a fight against those she knows. The shapes of Wrath has everything you could want in a book: characters that have depth, romance, ghosts, a solid mystery with characters that you care about and characters that you hate.

There is a parallel storyline with every second chapter, and rather than take away from the main storyline, it only added to the mystery and the urgency. I kept wondering how the storylines would converge and when they did, I was pulled even further into the tale. Melissa Yi’s strength is that she creates such amazing people that they feel real. I felt like the journey that Hope went on in this book brought me closer to her as a character and someone that I can’t wait to see again.

Hope is also facing a very real threat. As someone that has to depend on the medical help that the hospital provides, and as someone who has dealt with difficult and dismissive doctors, the actions of Dr. Vrac really hit home for me. Though I haven’t had to deal with anyone as terrible as he is, it was a stark reminder that doctors really hold your life in their hands. I think that is the true terror that this book presents: you have no idea what a doctor is capable of until you are under the knife. Thankfully, almost all of my doctors have been amazing.

Terrifying and thrilling with incredible characters, romance, and the supernatural, The Shapes of Wrath is the perfect book. It held my hands as if they were almost glued to the page and I didn’t know where it was going to go, or how things were going to unravel. There was an undercurrent of dread that filled the whole novel, and it left me spellbound and anxious to find out how it all ended. This book shows that Yi is a master of the mystery thriller and the added element of the paranormal just took things to a whole new level.

The Shapes of Wrath is a novel filled with depth and urgency and I can’t wait to read the second book in the series!

The Path Through the Trees – A Poem

I am standing

in front of the forest.

The path is different this time,

laid with precious stones

among the cobblestones.

As the sun moves above me,

the light hits one of the stones

at my feet and I can see

that it is a moonstone.

I know that when I enter the trees,

the night will rule.

Standing there,

the trees beckoning,

their leaves welcoming me

to come inside,

I feel like Alice in Wonderland

as she watches the white rabbit

when it slips into the hole

and she chooses to follow.

I stand at the edge of the forest

Wondering where it will take me.

Staring at the pills in my hand,

I feel even more like Alice

and I wonder whether these pills

will make me shrink smaller

or grow larger.

They seem so small,

yet they are full of a magic

all their own. I just wish

I knew what that magic would do.

There is the call of a bird

from within the leaves of the trees.

The sun moves overhead again

and another stone on my path

is lit as if from within.

I can see obsidian and quartz

and I can make out an amethyst

not too far ahead.

I take a pill,

and I can feel the pill start its journey

within me. I nod as if to remind myself

that I can do this.

I have done this before.

Beside me,

my husband takes my hand,

squeezing it to give me strength.

“We’re in this together,” he says.

“You are not alone in the dark.”

I nod to show I understand

and I squeeze his hand,

as if to remind him of the words

that I cannot speak.

He nods to show that he understands.

When I take that first step,

letting the leaves of the trees

bush against my face,

I know that I am not alone

and that makes the light within me

burn brighter than any sun.

We take another step

and though I know that this path

will be a long one,

it will be a journey that we share

together and that holds a magic

all its own.

The Little Book of Wise (and Powerful) Thoughts by Matthew Stapley – A Book Review

I met Matthew Stapley over ten years ago at an event that included all kinds of clairvoyants, psychics and card readers. I was there with my tarot cards, trying to help people gain clarity over their lives. When I met Matthew, I immediately knew that I was meeting a kindred spirit and a truly gifted psychic. He exuded calmness, wisdom and had a knowledge of the workings of the human heart that left me filled with wonder.

Since meeting him all those years ago, he has become a friend full of wisdom and sageness. Every time I come across one of his posts online, they fill me with the calmness that he exudes, and I have epiphanies about myself and the life I am trying to live. He comes from a place of caring and honesty and there is so much truth to his words.

When I heard that he was publishing a book, I immediately got myself a copy. The Little Book of Wise (and Powerful) Thoughts is exactly that. Each page holds one thought, one moment, that asks you to stop and reflect on what those words mean to you. It really is a book of teachings and though they are brief, that doesn’t mean that they aren’t powerful.

I meant to read the book one page at a time, but I just kept reading. With each page, I found myself nodding and having moments of reflection within myself. It was like each page was a pebble that was dropped into the well within me. Each pebble caused ripples that are even now still radiating outward.

The advice in this book may seem simple, but they pack a wallop.  A prime example of one of those thoughts is on page 67. It’s one I keep returning to: Knowledge isn’t really power. Wisdom is power. Wisdom is knowledge tempered by experience. Knowledge is power is one of the phrases I use in my day-to-day life, my thirst for knowledge and learning is never ending. I can’t describe what it was like reading that page for the first time was like. I just closed the book and sat with my thoughts, my whole mind filled with new paths and new ways of thinking.

The Little Book of Wise (and Powerful) Thoughts isn’t merely a daybook or something you can dip into when spirit calls. It’s a book that hands you little pebbles of light and you get to watch as the wisdom that you’ve absorbed from this powerful little book changes your life an makes you rethink the world around you and your place in it.

Do yourself a favour and get a copy of this book. It’s filled with light, love, wisdom and joy and its just waiting for you to open the cover and dive right in.

Get a copy HERE.

The Sky Within My Heart – A Poem

I’m standing in a line,

the people in front

winding away from me

into the shadows like

a serpent, their features

unseen though the mist

that fills the air.

A man approaches me,

his features distinct

with large blue eyes,

curling brown hair

falling to his shoulders.

“What is the worst thing about you?”

He asks me, his voice soft

as if each word were formed

from honey or some elixir.

“I live with multiple sclerosis and cerebral palsy,”

I tell him.

He nods and the asks,

“What is the best thing about you?”

I think about it for a moment,

the answer forming itself in my mind.

“That I live with multiple sclerosis and cerebral palsy.”

His blue eyes widen, and I wonder

if I will fall into them.

“Why are they the worst and the best?”

He asks, genuinely wanting

to know the answer.

“Because whatever my disease and disability took from me, they also taught me what to truly be thankful for.”

He blinks and nods once,

as if a decision has been made.

Holding out an arm, he says

“Come with me, please. I will take you to the oracle.”

We walk away from the mist covered serpent

and he takes me to a door.

He knocks once upon it,

producing the sounds of bells ringing

somewhere in the distance.

Pushing open the door,

He gives me a smile.

“The oracle will see you now.”

I nod, giving him a smile of thanks,

and step into the room.

The door disappears behind me

and I find myself in a small meadow.

I can hear the sounds of water.

Making my way towards that sound,

I walk until the shoreline shows itself,

the shadow of a person becoming

clearer with each step I take.

Soon, I realize that it is a woman

dressed in white robes, her red hair

shining red and gold in the sun.

I go to stand next to her.

Though she says nothing,

the smile that she gives me

fills me with warmth.

I find myself embracing her

in a hug and can feel the warmth from her,

as if she is sun itself.

She holds me and when she steps away,

I can feel the warmth still from her touch.

She smiles and nods,

points to my stomach

and raises her eyebrows

as if in a question.

I nod and say

“Yes, go ahead. I trust you.”

As I say the words, I realize

that that they are true and

I can still feel the warmth from her.

She puts a hand to my stomach,

waits a moment, then moves her hand away

When she does, I can see a black mass,

thick like an oily sludge,

as it is being pulled from me.

As she continues to pull,

the mass envelops her

until all I can see is her face.

It’s wearing a mask of concentration.

She smiles at me and the blackness ends,

no longer coming from within.

Nodding her head as if satisfied,

she breathes on the black mass,

much as a mother would blow upon a wound

to help it to heal

and I watch as it changes,

as the blackness lessens to a grayness,

then a whiteness. It looks as if she

holds the clouds in her hands.

Gifting me another smile,

she takes a little bit of the cloud like substance

and places it inside me.

Then she places the rest of it,

that mass that was black like a cancer

but is now pure white,

into the water. I stand there,

touching the part of my chest

near my heart where she placed the sky

within me. Every time my heart beats,

I can feel the brightness of the sky

responding in kind.

We watch as the clouds sink into the water.

When they emerge, the world around us is filled with light

reflecting of the surface of the water.

She motions to my heart and then to the water,

wanting me to understand that

they are one and the same.

We stand there, watching a miracle unfold,

and I can hear the sounds of birdcall

in the distance.

Best Books of 2022!

Every year, I do a post about the books that stood out to me, that touched me emotionally in some way. I usually keep the list down to ten books, but this year I decided to do things a little differently. I went over ten books. There were just too many good books with characters that became friends and stories that touched my heart in some way that I couldn’t narrow it down to just ten. There are thirteen books on the list this year! I’ve read so many books this year, but these were the ones that I fell in love with, that I felt at home within and that I didn’t want to leave. Here they are in no particular order. I hope my list helps you to discover your new favourite read or favourite author.  

Moon Witch Spider King by Marlon James

This book is flat out incredible. It’s the second in the Dark Moon Trilogy and I wasn’t sure how the follow up to Black Leopard Red Wolf would be. That seemed an impossible book to follow up because it was so captivating. Thankfully, I enjoyed Moon Witch Spider King even more. It’s the tale of Sogolon who was the nemesis in the first book but this time we get to see her side of things and find out how she got her power. I don’t think you would have to read the first book to enjoy this book, but seeing as it’s a trilogy, you would want to go back to read Black Leopard Red Wolf to get the meat of the story and to see how wonderfully Marlon James told Moon Witch Spider King. What an amazing book. I read it in hardcover and listened to the audiobook which was performed by Bahni Turpin who did an incredible job bringing such an epic tale to life.

A Postcard from Capri by Alex Brown

Any book by Alex Brown helps me to fall in love with love. There is just something so real about the characters she creates that make them live off of the page and A Postcard from Capri is no exception. When Maddie Williams finds photographs and memorabilia a young woman, she finds herself wondering who she could be. She receives a job in Italy, and she uses the trip to try and solve the mystery of who the woman from those pictures could be. Along the way, she learns a lot about herself and what she is capable of. Ultimately, she allows herself to heal, and the act of healing takes her on a journey within herself. What an amazing journey it is. Alex Brown always manages to tell a story that blurs the lines between women’s literature and so many other genres and this is her best one yet. Every time I finish a novel by Alex Brown, I’m left feeling happier and in love with the world again. Her books always come at a time when I need to heal a bit of myself, so Maddie’s journey was a very personal one for me.

Love That Story by Jonathan Van Ness

I love Jonathan Van Ness and his memoir Over the Top is a personal favourite of mine. When I heard he had written a book of essays, I was looking forward to reading it so much. It didn’t disappoint and this was another book where I read the hardcover and listened to the audiobook. Even when reading the hardcover, I could hear Jonathan’s voice and he took me on a journey in each of his essays. As I read the essays on style, sexuality, gender, queer history imposter syndrome, I found myself nodding along with the words. Jonathan’s words resonated with me, but it was the essay about overcoming body issues that brought me to tears. A lot of Van Ness feels about himself mirrors how I feel about my own body and the issues that I have with it. There were several essays that made me wonder if the author was able to look inside my head and see my thoughts. This is a heartfelt book that left me changed and I can’t wait to read it all over again.

Mastering Magick: A Course in Spellcasting for the Psychic Witch by Mat Auryn

I didn’t think it was possible to bottle magic within the pages of a book, but thankfully I was mistaken. Mastering Magic was an amazing read from start to finish. I’ve been a Pagan for over twenty years of my life and I learned more about magic and myself reading this book than I have after twenty something years of delving into spell books, writing spells and lighting candles. Auryn talks about magic so organically and so openly that I couldn’t help but be pulled right in. I finished this book in three days and then went back for a second read and then the third time around, I started marking the book up and making notes on my favourite spells and practices. Even more amazing, Auryn has spells written by a variety of other magick makers and spell casters so that I felt like I was being taught by a whole community of Witches. His first book Psychic Witch was so good and I expected more of the same int his book; what I got was so much more. I learned about myself and how to form my own magic, weave my own spells, that magic feels like home to me now when it felt like I was merely dabbling before. This book helped me to find my own magical voice and I’m so grateful for Mastering Magick and for Mat Auryn.

Gallant by V. E. Schwab

I read this book on a five-hour train trip and what a journey it took me on. Olivia Prior’s journey to the dark and back again held me captive from the first page. You could draw parallels between Coraline by Neil Gaiman, but you’d be so far off. What I love about V. E. Schwab’s writing is that nothing is ever what it seems, even if it’s being presented to you at face value. There is always something deeper that is revealed eventually. This is a dark tale about a young woman, a house, the secrets that it whispers between the walls and the power that she holds within herself. This book asked me to consider the demons that are locked behind closed doors and what happens when someone lets them out. A genuinely thrilling and creepy little book and a fast favourite of mine. It’s a stand alone read and my only wish is that the house within this book was real. I loved the journey that Oliva took me on and by the end of it, I loved Olivia Prior. A dark gem of a book.

Less Is Lost by Andrew Sean Greer

I loved Less by Andrew Sean Greer and was overjoyed when a sequel was announced. I was worried that some of the magic would be lost, that Arthur Less would somehow be different than the first book, not the same character that I fell in love with, that after so long apart, he would have lost his charm. Greer is a master storyteller and Arthur Less is just as much of a mess, just as clueless and just as endearing as before. He goes on an adventure to raise money to save his home, but the trip he goes on is also to save his home and his relationship and himself, though Less doesn’t know that. It takes a very talented author to make such a hapless person so likeable and I was rooting for Less from page one. He may not be very good at being gay, but Less is very good at making me laugh out loud and make the world seem less frightening and more amazing when seen through his eyes. Less Is Lost was so much better than the first novel and I was fell even more in love with Arthur Less this time around. A truly fabulous book.

Felix Navidad by ‘Nathan Burgoine

I wait every year for Burgoine’s holiday novella set in the village. It’s how I know that the holiday season has really begun. Burgoine manages to make all of his characters shine so brightly, whether they are the main or secondary character. In Felix Navidad, we’re given the tale of Felix and Keven and in alternating chapters, we’re shown how the two men come together and everyone that they meet along the way. Throughout the book, I fell in love with the world of the Village all over again as I do with each novella set there. He creates characters that you know completely by the time the book is done and you consider them among your friends. At least I do. ‘Nathan’s makes the magic happen, pure and simple. As the storylines flip back and forth, as Felix and Kevin’s lives intertwine, I was filled with hope. Isn’t that what Christmas is all about? The light of hope that can fill the world and our hearts. ‘Nathan Burgoine brings that light to life in Felix Navidad and my life is richer for it.

Heat Wave by TJ Klune

This is the third in a trilogy of novels featuring Nick, Seth, Gibby, and Jazz and its oh so wonderful. I loved Nick and Seth’s relationship and the fact that they are both superheroes trying to save Nova City. I love Nick and Seth’s relationship and the fact that they’ve both grown so much throughout the trilogy. Heat Wave was everything I could have hoped for. This is quite the finale, taking the story to new levels of emotion and awesomeness. Nothing is what it seems in this book except for the love that is so real between Nick and Seth. I love Gibby and Jazz too and Nicks father is so wonderful. What I love so much about this book is the relationships between the characters and the fact that nothing is perfect, not even with superheroes. It’s also laugh out loud funny. There were several moments where I had to put the book down because I was snorting so much. I finished this book so uplifted and so darn hopeful. I love when a book can do that and I can’t wait to read the whole trilogy all over again. This book was the perfect ending!

The Shapes of Wrath by Melissa Yi

I’ve read almost all of the books that Melissa Yi has written, and she knows how to spin a tale filled to the brim with intrigue, mystery, amazing characters and there is humour thrown into the mix which gives a different twist the mystery. It gives it more depth. The Shapes of Wrath by Melissa Yi. It was a nonstop thrill ride from start to finish and Yi’s best book yet. There is no humour here. Instead, as Hope Sze Terrifying and thrilling with incredible characters, romance, and the supernatural, The Shapes of Wrath is the perfect book. It held my hands as if they were almost glued to the page and I didn’t know where it was going to go, or how things were going to unravel. There was an undercurrent of dread that filled the whole novel, and it left me spellbound and anxious to find out how it all ended. This book shows that Yi is a master of the mystery thriller and the added element of the paranormal just took things to a whole new level. A novel filled with depth and urgency, I can’t wait to read the second book in the series!

Juniper Wiles and the Ghost Girls by Charles de Lint

I was thrilled when Charles de Lint returned to Newford in his last novel, Juniper Wiles. I was so happy to hear that there was a sequel and that we would get to know more of what happened to Juniper. Even better, that I would see Jilly Coppercorn and friends again. While I was thrilled to see Jilly once more, I was pulled into Juniper’s story and her continuing journey into the other realms of the faerie. Reading about Juniper learn about herself and about the powers she possesses took me on quite the journey. As Juniper got to know more about herself, I was on my own journey of knowing; I had such a personal reaction to this book because of that. It felt like Juniper and I were travelling to other world together and in a way, we were. When I wasn’t reading the book, I was thinking of her story, pulled so deeply into the world that Charles de Lint had created. Charles de Lint convinced me years ago that magic did exist. Now he made me a believer once more and gave me magic when I needed it most. I finished this book in two days and I can’t wait for the next journey that I take with Juniper Wiles and Jilly Coppercorn.

Other Birds by Sarah Addison Allen

I tried to make this one last, I truly did. I’ve been waiting so long for a novel from Sarah Addison Allen. Her last book, First Frost, was published in 2015. After her mother passed away, things became quiet and though I searched for a new novel by Allen, her pen remained still. I supposed it’s only natural then that grief is a theme that runs throughout Other Birds. Each of the characters is grieving in a different way, some for the family they never had, others for the family that they’ve lost. Though this book deals with death, grief, loss and every emotion that those entail, the book never feels heavy. Allen moves you through the different lives that fill this book and tells their stories with a deft and knowing hand. Other Birds is magical realism at its finest. In this book you will ghosts, invisible birds, visits from the afterlife and ghosts. You will also find real people, multiple storylines that somehow all intertwine together (yes, even those from the afterlife) and so much heart. There is a little bit of mystery involved as well and the whole concoction was just so captivating.

Assassins! Accidental Matchmakers (The Gates of Westmeath Book 1) by Jen Desmarais and Éric Desmarais

I loved everything about this book. I’ve been a long-time fan of Éric Desmarais’ work and the world building he does and knew that Assassins! Accidental Matchmakers would be good, and I was pretty sure what I was in for. I was wrong, though. It was spectacular! Assassins! Accidental Matchmakers is not just a book you read. It’s a book you want to live in. The book pulled me in from the first page and I love the character of Kennedy. Jen and Éric excel at creating characters that you end up caring for. By the end of the book, the characters of this book weren’t just people on the page; they were friends. I’ve been with them through so much, after all. The plot is amazing, and it just rolls along at a breakneck speed. It’s one of those books where you think that you know where it’s going and then Jen and Éric take you down a whole other path you never even considered. Even more amazing, none of it ever feels forced. The whole plot and the world building are top notch. Though Westmeath Ontario is a real place, I want to live in the one that the authors have created. After reading this book, I feel like I know the people that live there, and I know the streets well. What an amazing and incredible read and I can’t wait for more!!!

Nothing Without Us Too Edited by Cait Gordon and Talia Johnson

Nothing Without Us Too is an anthology of short stories featuring protagonists that are disabled, d/Deaf, Blind or visually impaired, neurodivergent, Spoonie, and/or who manage mental illness. Reading Nothing Without Us Too was like looking into a large diamond, filled with all kinds of different facets. This incredible collection contains stories about disabled people written by those who have actually lived experience. When reading this collection, I recognized pieces of myself and learned about the true power of the human spirit. Each story can stand on its own, but together, this collection is a diamond that shines so brilliantly. It was wonderful to read a collection of stories where disabled people weren’t the sidekicks or the comic relief. Living with cerebral palsy and multiple sclerosis, it was a joy to read a collection of stories where I felt seen. More than that, each story was fantastic. Each of the stories shone on its own but together? This book just shines. It will be a long time until I have such a fantastic experience reading a book of short stories again.

Thank you to all the authors of the books that I’ve read this year. You’ve brought me joy when I was down, comfort when I needed reassurance, direction when I felt lost and love when the world was at its darkest. That is the power of words, and I am so thankful to all of you.

I can’t wait to see what 2023 will bring and the worlds that I will journey to inside of the books that I find along the way.