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When we met,

pieces of the chalice
that was within my skin
would fall away.
I could hear them
clink as they hit the ground.
Despite my best efforts,
I would fall apart
when the wind was strong enough
to go right through me.
You tried your best
to hold me together
and to keep me
from falling apart completely.
Sometime,
I did fall apart,
what was left of the chalice
exploding outward.
You would gather me
in your arms
and I could feel your heart
through your chest.
My heart would match
the beat of yours and
we our hearts would
beat as one.
Even though you
have seen me at my very worst,
you are still able to see
the light within me
even when I’m not able
to recognize my own shine.
Not too long ago,
you came to me
with your hands outstretched.
In your palms
you held every piece of my chalice
that had been lost along the way.
I had no idea how you had found them,
or how long you had been looking.
With your gentle touch,
you put the pieces back
where they belonged.
When you slid the places home,
I looked down at my body
and could only see the scars.
You could only see the light
that those scars made visible.
When you held me close,
I heard your heartbeat once more
and my own heart as it
beat in time to yours.
This is my 9th Pay It Forward offering. It’s a poem I wrote for Marg. 🙂

There is steel in your eyes.
This is a reflection of your spirit
and the drive you hold.
As I have grown to know you,
I have seen that steel come out
many times and each time,
I am reminded that you are a fighter.
There is swiftness in your words.
This is a reflection of your wisdom
and the knowledge you possess.
As I have grown to know you,
I’ve listened to you speak
and I am reminded that you are a sage.
There is wind in your legs.
This is a reflection of your determination
to ride the wind within you.
As I have grown to know you,
I’ve watched you run as if you
bend the wind itself to your will.
I am reminded that you are a warrior.
You are all of these things,
Fighter, Sage and Warrior
and yet I also know you to be
one of the kindest people
I have ever known.
I have seen you lift a hand
to help someone in need.
You have listened to someone
when they are in pain
and in need of comfort.
I have heard you hold someone up,
even when you were
in danger of falling.
You have so much within you
that the wind can’t hold you,
the earth can’t contain you,
and the water that runs within you
can never define your path.
You have only to embrace
the fire that burns so brightly within you,
with sparks that remind us
of the stars.
I put up my tree today and hung it with decorations. That means that it’s time to start reading great books to put you in the mood for the holidays!
Why not fill your kindles up early? From Monday November 25th 2019 until November 29th, you can download four of my holiday tales absolutely free! How’s that for awesome?
Love and Two Keys

Xander is an outcast at school.
He is often the victim of mockery and bullying. The other kids know that he is not like them, that there is something different about him. Instead of interacting with others, he sits inside and reads his books during his lunch period. While he reads, he is truly alive.
Remy is his only friend in the whole school. There is something different about her, too; but unlike Xander, Remy is out and proud and unafraid. She tells Xander there is no shame in being gay, that being yourself can set you free. Xander is unsure of what to do.
Then two things happen at once. Xander meets a boy named Alex and, when he does, the two keys he wears around his neck start to glow. Soon, Xander is faced with a choice: accept who he is and the chance at love? Or turn away from it all.
Thankfully, it’s Christmas and magic can make anything possible… https://www.amazon.ca/Love-Two-Keys-Jamieson-Wolf-ebook/dp/B07JYG7M25/ref=sr_1_1?keywords=Love+and+Two+Keys+Jamieson+Wolf&qid=1574644318&sr=8-1
The Greatest Gift

Lincon is living inside of himself.
Having lost his partner Xander three years ago, on December 24th, he is a shell of his former self. His only comfort can be found in a circle of stone where he can hear Xander’s voice. His friend, Dava, tries to get him to engage with life again, telling him that Xander would have wanted him to be happy.
Lincon is content to live out the rest of his life by not living. What he needs is a miracle. That miracle comes in the form of an angel. Those we have loved are closer to us then we could even dream. Having watched his lover drift further inside himself, Xander knows he must do something, but what can he do?
Gabriel is the one that tells him to find someone for Lincon, someone who shines bright. If Xander should find someone, how does he make sure they meet?
Thankfully, miracles do happen at Christmas…
Yuletide Magic

Abigail Ivy hate Christmas.
Working as a elf in Santa’s village in her local mall, all she sees all day is rude parents, whiny children, mean people and foul shoppers. But her hatred of Christmas goes even deeper than that. Her heart is hard and cold around Christmas; it will need a bit of divine intervention to melt Abigail’s bah humbug heart.
That divine intervention arrives in the form of Clayton Jasper Riddell Greyhound the Fourth, an Angel on his yearly Holiday mission: to bring Holiday Joy and Cheer to one who needs it. He tells Abigail that he is her destiny. She thinks he’s a fruitcake. But fruitcake or not, Greyhound means to show Abigail the true joy of Christmas and the Holiday season.
Whether she likes it or not.
12

Oliver hates Christmas. He hates the fakery of it, the false joy that lifts everyone’s spirits. But only momentarily, only until the next box is opened, until the next piece of paper is torn away. But he is a true bringer of joy. In taking their lives, he is the giver of ultimate pleasure; and what better gift could there be for the Holidays than eternal bliss?
But this year is special. This year is 12.
Every year, for eleven years, Oliver has chosen twelve people, one person for each of the twelve days of Christmas. This year is 12. The final year. This year is personal. This is the year of the 12, payment for all of Oliver’s hard work. And he intends to collect. Eleven victims have already fallen-and Oliver has saved the best for last.
Merry Freaking Christmas. This year, there will be blood.
If that wasn’t good enough, here are two more holiday stories that are also free! I know, right? Your Kindles will be full of magic!
The Magic of Stars

Oscar doesn’t believe in magic.
Though he lives in Inglewood Hamlet where magic is an everyday occurrence and his grandmother is the village miracle woman. Oscar still doesn’t believe in magic. Scientific facts are things that are proven, whereas magic has no quantifiable proof.
His whole world changes when one night, at his grandmothers urging, he wishes upon a falling star. “I wish I believed in magic…”
The next day, he meets a girl in the village named Laura. She seems unlike anyone he has ever met before. Even the snow seems to sparkle more around her. Though they have never met before, she seems to know him.
Little does Oscar know that Laura will change his life forever. Sometimes wishes do come true. It is Yuletide after all…
https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/691736
Mistletoe and Lemonade

In a prequel set more than a year before the events of Lust and Lemonade, we find the gang about to celebrate the Christmas season.
It’s not been an easy time for Blaine. Dumped by his boyfriend two days ago, he is trying to recover and wondering whether or not he will ever find love again. Then he is visited by Gabriel, part of the AngelMan service, and things begin to take a turn for the better.
Nancy goes to visit Nan and finds her house dark and devoid of cheer. She sees no point in celebrating the holidays with just her in the house and Blaine living on his own. Nancy decides to have a holiday sleepover and decorate her house. The holidays are for family after all.
Chuck is planning to sleep his way through the holidays at the new bathhouse that opened up, but when he learns that it’s closed for the holidays, he has no idea what he’s going to do. Ray, the proprietor, decides to teach him what really matters for the Christmas season.
Mike and William are having problems of their own. William purchased a couch so big that it fills up their lofts living room, leaving their Christmas tree on the balcony. He wanted a good deal, never mind that the couch was totally impractical for what they needed. When Mike leaves, William must decide what matters most: the things we love or the people that love us.
Poppy is beside herself. Connie has been surlier than normal. When Poppy finally asks her what is wrong, she learns that in Connie’s last relationship, she had grown close to her ex’s daughter Alexa. She hasn’t seen her for two years and misses her most at Christmas. Poppy vows to do whatever she can to reunite them.
Will Blaine and friends find their happily ever after on Christmas? With a little bit of magic, anything is possible…
https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/911759
I hope you enjoy all of these holiday goodies! May your season be starting off beautiful and bright.
Happy Reading!
* For Patti on your Birthday

The wheel of the year
has made another complete cycle.
You sit, looking at everything you have done,
going within to look at memories,
flipping through them like photos,
snapshots of moments that made up this year.
These memory photos show the love
that you gave to others you didn’t even know,
wanting to make the world a better place.
The snapshots show moments of joy,
your mouth caught in the curve of laughter,
the sound that you made still audible
when you hold the photo.
The pictures show moments of perseverance,
as you overcame that which you thought impossible,
but conquered the obstacles with strength,
your visage a mask of determination.
All together, these pieces of memory
show a woman who possesses
so much more than all these photos.
You are a woman who brings joy
to so many others with little thought of yourself
and you make the world shine.
You fill the world with kindness
that can only be repaid with the stars themselves.
When I look through my own memory photos of you,
I see a woman who has changed the lives
of so many others, including myself.
Today, as your wheel of the year
makes another turn and the cycle is ready
to begin once more,
I wanted you to know that you are loved
and if I could, I would give you the stars,
but they would pale in comparison
to your brilliance.