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The air around
us was hazy,
as if I were
seeing it through
a gossamer film.
They sat across
from me with
looks of concern
etched on their
faces. The blonde
one said simply:
“How are things going for you?”
I tried to
convey my frustration.
“Well, he won’t leave. I don’t know what else to do. He just showed up one day and won’t leave. I don’t know how to make him.”
The brunette gave
me a kind
smile. She touched
my knee softly.
“Well have you tried talking to him?”
I nodded vigorously.
“I’ve been nice about it, telling him that it’s not just working out, nothing against him or anything. But he won’t listen.”
The blonde one
put a finger
to her chin.
“Weren’t you telling us last week about his cousin? Angus or something?”
“Angry Angus. Yeah, he came to stay for a bit, but him I did get rid of. But the other one won’t go, this Max Shadow person. He won’t leave. I’ve tried everything and he won’t go.”
“Maybe he isn’t supposed to.”
The brunette said.
“What do you mean?”
“Well…”
Here she looked
at me with
a knowing glance.
“Sometimes, people or events come along for a reason. We just have to find out what that reason is.”
I considered her
words. I tried
to think of
the reason why
Max Shadow was
there. I shrugged.
“Besides, you don’t have much choice, do you?”
The blonde said.
“He lives inside of you after all.”
She pointed to
the brunette in
with a well
manicured hand.
“She has Diana Diabetes inside of her, always trying to make her foods she knows that are bad for her.”
The blonde indicated
herself laying a
hand on her heart.
“I have Cathy Cancer who is always with me, though she’s currently visiting her aunt.”
The blonde touched
my knee again.
“We all have uninvited guests within us. We just have to find a way to exist with them instead of against them.”
The haze that
surrounded both of
them began to
grow until it
was difficult to
see the. Their
features were even
more blurred when
light began to
shine through them.
“Trust in yourself.”
The blonde said.
“It will become clear in time.”
The light pouring
into them filled
my eyes and
I woke to
find a new
warmth in myself
and a wetness
on my cheeks.

This poem was written for me by Kimberlee, my Writing Sister. I’ve read it ten times and will read it many more. She wrote it for me and about me, the first time anyone has ever written me a poem!
I’m honoured beyond words, WS. I can’t thank you enough. Kimberlee said I could share it; I wanted you all to see how gorgeous it was.
So without further ado, I present to you:
The Magician of Light and Words
In spite of a spilling helix of stars
And the rattling maraca’s of meteor-fire–
In spite of the breathlessness
Of trumpeting tiger lilies in the garden
(always the first to announce a portent,
Incapable, as they are, of secret-keeping)
The small piercing glow of a lovely new Light
Passed quite unnoticed by most.
Yet, those who received this soul auspicious
Far from nourishing, had fed mainly pains;
A family: an infrastructure
Tottering on rotten legs, twisted and cruel
Bade him: Be silent-!
Swear the oaths a child should never
Never have to carry in heart.
But that Light budding inside his soul
Wide and mysterious as a flung-open galaxy
Growing larger, brighter, higher—
And like all Cinderella’s and secret genies
The bottle that trapped him smashed-!
He’d found one day, like a treasure map
With its “X” marking booty: the world behind Worlds
The great gold beacon of books and words-!
Books: ornate skeleton keys that flipped old tumblers
Tickets, invitations where one is never turned away
But words themselves the chest beneath the X!
‘Words: worlds’! he said. ‘What a power I have!’
Indeed, invocations of arcane magicians
The scrawled names of gods, demons, angels:
One word out of place
And the spell falls to impotence–
The Latin prayer faltering upon god’s very altar.
The novel of novels made and undone.
‘Ah, you who hurt me: I leave you far, far behind
Further than Saturn’s rusty rings
Stories and magic I shall create’,
The young man smiled.
Free, at one to found that kingdom:
Our Magician, unselfish with his rising visions
Shines gem- facets of fire, inviting Light upon our Light
He is our Storyteller, our Poet, our Seer.
I was wandering
in the forest.
The sky was
filled with stars
that shone bright
lighting my path
and leading the
way, shining yellow
against an indigo
sky. I could see
red ladybugs flying
past me and
landing on leaves
as green as
an emerald. I
walked further and
watched as the
sky turned to
daylight, the orange
sun brilliant against
the blue sky.
I came upon
a tree covered
in violet coloured
flowers. There were
words written on
the leaves and
I tried to
read them, but
time passed quickly
here. The leaves
turned brown and
were swept off
of the tree
by the wind,
words floating into
the distance to
make a poem
in the sky.
Only one leaf
was left upon
the tree. I
wondered what word
was written upon
it and got
closer so I
could see. The
leave was still
bright green and
I leaned in
close to read
the scrawl of
letters upon its
surface. It read:
LOVE.
As I wondered
about what love
was to me,
I heard a voice
on the other
side of the
tree. Looking through
its branches, I
saw you there,
calling to me.
I touched the
tree branches to
get a closer
look at you
and the tree
erupted into bloom,
leaves of every
colour imaginable covered
its surface. The
light around you
grew brighter still.
I walked around
the tree, stepping
over a small
stream, the earth
under my feet
lush and green,
the air around
me smelling of
honeysuckle, the fire
of the sun
bright against my
skin. I went
to you and
embraced you. As
I felt your
heart beating in
time with mine,
I let out
a breath I
hadn’t even known
I was holding.
The rainbow coloured
leaves flew from
the tree, filling
the sky like
shimmering lights and
I was content
in the knowledge
that I finally
knew what love
really was.
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They would find me at night:
small balls of light
that shone and pulsed
in tune to the words
that were being uttered
from within the orbs:
“I wish I was more popular.”
“I wish I was more beautiful.”
“I wish that he loved me.”
I would touch one of the
balls of light and would be shown
the person’s face. I would know
instinctively how to find them.
what their names were,
everything about them.
I would clasp their orb of light
close to me as I went
in search of them,
keeping it safe as I travelled.
With their wish, they had given away
their light and I knew that
they needed it back.
I could answer their wishes in a way,
I could help them be happier
with who they were.
By sending their wish out
the cosmos, they had
sent out a piece of themselves
with it by filling the with
with so much need and so much
intent. They did not know it
but they had sent out parts
of their soul, had diminished
their light, even if it was just
by the smallest degree. They needed
it back. I wondered what to do
while I kept their wishes safe,
pondered on it, thought of the
power of wishes, an ordinary magic
that everyone can do. However,
all magic has a price, even if it’s
something as simple as a wish.
As I contemplated, my own light
began to grow stronger,
the light increasing with each
moment of intense thought.
Then it occurred to me what I
could do for these people that
needed their light back. I sat
with each with and added a bit
of my own light to the orb,
filling each with a message.
“You are loved by the people that matter.”
“You are beautiful outside as well as in.”
“Love yourself first and love will follow.”
I sent each of the orbs sailing
out of the window. Soon, the sky
near my apartment was filled with
hundreds of glowing orbs,
each pulsing and glowing with its own
bright and brilliant light, so bright
that it was as if the sun had chosen to glow
within the dark. As the wishes went back
to the people that had made them,
I watched them and, taking a deep breath,
made my own wish, in hopes that someone
would hear it.