Kindness is Free – A Poem

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seat beside her.

The coffee shop

was bustling with

people and the

only empty seat

was beside this

woman. She had

black hair that

framed her face

like a curtain

made of silk

and for a

moment, it looked

as if her

hair was blowing

in the wind.

She was smartly

dressed as if

she had come

right from work.

She looked sad,

removed from the

world around her,

as if there

was a invisible

barrier that she

held between herself

and all of us.

I took my

tea to the

table and sat,

opening my book.

It was at

that moment she

began to cry.

Heaving sobs erupted

out of her

and I watched

as tears started

to pour from

her eyes, leaving

crystal paths in

their wake on

her skin. Others

in the restaurant

sneered at her,

looking at her

with disdain, as

if it was

unacceptable that she

would show her

pain in public.

I did the

only thing I

could think of.

I held out

a packet of

tissues to her.

“Ma’am? Here you go.”

I said softly.

She looked at

me with large

frightened eyes as

if surprised I

was there. She

shook her head.

“I’m okay! I’m okay, I’m okay, I’m okay!”

I don’t know

if she was

trying to convince

herself of this

or me, but

I held out

the packet of

tissues to her again.

“It’s all right Ma’am. Take them.”

She did with

shaking hands and

blew her nose,

dried her eyes.

She sat there

for a moment

longer and then

got up to

go. Before she

left, she looked

right at me

and her eyes

seemed a little brighter.

“Thank you.”

She whispered. I

watched her go,

hoping that with

my small gesture,

I brought her

some measure of

comfort.

#BingeReading The Passage Trilogy

Pardon me while I geek out.

A little over a week ago, I got a message from Penguin Books Canada. You can read the note below. They wanted to know if I’d be interested in something called a #BingeReading box that contained Justin Cronin’s The Passage Trilogy.

I nearly screamed when I got the note. The chance to read The City of Mirrors, months ahead of it’s May 2016 publication date? Sign me up!

I waited with barely suppressed glee for the box to arrive and it finally did today! It was waiting for me when I got home. I knew I was in for a treat when I saw the box.

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Anything that came with a #BingeReading sticker on the outside has to be cool right? I carefully opened it and lifted the top.

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I spent a few minutes looking through the contents of the box. I took each book out and each item, looking upon the whole thing with something approaching reverence. Of course I took the books out first.

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The Passage is one of my all time favourite books. I’ve read it three times and am through 70% of it on my Kindle for a fourth time. I’ve only ever owned the hardcover once and that was given to a friend who I knew would love it as much as I did.

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I’ve read The Twelve three times and love it just as much as The Passage. Unlike quite a few trilogies, it doesn’t suffer from middle book syndrome. It’s just as exciting as The Passage and just as breathtaking.

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I can’t believe that I have a copy of The City of Mirrors. Isn’t it beautiful?  It seems almost unreal to me, holding the book after so long waiting for it. The Twelve was published in 2012. For four years, I’ve wanted to know what happened to Amy and the world that has become infected with virals.

Also in the #BingeReading box were a few things to help me along as I read through the trilogy. There’s candy! Now, those who’ve read The Passage will appreciate the inside joke of the container looking like a prescription bottle. Project Noah anyone?

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There’s a book light so I can read well into the night…

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A bag of popcorn…

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And a can of RedBull just in case I need a little energy boost.

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There’s even a totally awesome post card that I’ll be using as a book mark!

I mean, how cool is that? Everything I need to read to my hearts content all in one box! Super cool!!!

However, as much as I want to read the book (like RIGHT NOW!), I’m going to do things the right way and finish reading The Passage and then read The Twelve before I read The City of Mirrors. I want to have the story fresh in my head before I delve into the ending of one of the most epic trilogies ever.

So. Totally. Excited!!!!!

Let the #BingeReading begin!

You’ve Re-Written My Life – A Poem

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I look at my life

as an ongoing story,

every life-changing event

as the start of a new chapter,

words spilling across

the paper of my skin.

Until I met you,

my life had become

something of a horror novel,

my body not my own,

my steps unsure,

my thoughts grim and filled

with shadows and all manner

of darkness waiting for me,

both inside and out.

Though I was loved by many,

I felt alone in the world,

carrying only half of a heart

within me, the pages

of the book of me

filled with illegible scribbles

and ink splotches where my pen

was unable to write the words

I wanted to say.

Then I met you.

Slowly, the pages within

started to fill with something

other than darkness,

something other than shadows.

The pages were filled with

stories again rather than

splotches of ink and scribbles.

Your love for me has brought

brightness to my life and

now all the pages I write

glow with a light that is

pure and beautiful.

No longer is the story I tell

one of wanting of needing.

Now it is a story of two hearts

that found each other

despite all odds and

the life we are building together.

You’ve re-written my life

and I won’t skip ahead

to see what’s coming.

I want to experience every moment

with you by my side

and watch as the pages

continue to glow.

You Were Loved – A Poem

I had never met you,download

but as I stood in a room

filled with your family,

I came to know you.

They talked of your kindness,

your generosity of spirit,

of your intense energy

and your joie de vivre.

They talked of your selflessness,

your sense of humor

and your big heart

that had touched so many.

I came to know you

through the stories

of others, through their sadness

at your passing, through

their laughter at something

that you had done in the past.

During the last moments

of your life, you thought that

there was nothing, there

was no one, there was only

blackness and despair.

Seeing everyone pay tribute

to you, remember you,

talk about you, I hope you

felt the lightness seep into

the darkness and sweep it away.

I hope that, at last, you felt that light

where ever you were, that you

were looking down on us

surrounded by light and brightness.

Approaching the casket, I could

think of nothing else to say except:

“You were loved. Where ever you are now, know that you were loved.”

Release Day for Dancing with the Flame!

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Dancing with the Flame is released today! Happy Book Birthday to me!

I’m thrilled for you all to be able to read my new collection of poems. It’s available in ebook and paperback and you can buy your copy here:

http://www.amazon.com/Dancing-Flame-Jamieson-Wolf-ebook/dp/B01AL29MDM/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1454623327&sr=8-1&keywords=dancing+with+the+flame+jamieson+wolf

Here’s a bit about the book:

Following the Number One Best Sellers, Talking to the Sky and Walking on the Earth, Dancing with the Flame contains poems that are part memoir and part journey towards self-love.

They are Wolf’s attempt to not only find balance but to love all parts of himself, even those that are most difficult to love.

They are a testament to the strength of the human spirit. The poems show us that whatever life throws at us, with courage anything is possible.

With unflinching honesty, Wolf talks about disease, sexuality, physical disability and the healing power of love.

I’m so excited for this release. The book contains some of my best poems to date and continues on my journey that started in Talking with the Sky.

I’m so excited that I’m going on tour! How cool is that?

Today, you can visit with me at Dianne Hartstock’s blog and read about the story behind the poem What I Had Become. You can find that post here:

https://diannehartsock.wordpress.com/my-blog/

Tomorrow, on February 6th, I’m stopping by Laurie Stewart’s blog. Visit to find out the story behind the poem You Have Given Me the World. You can find that here:

https://lauriestewartauthor.wordpress.com/

Even better, I’m stopping at fourteen different blogs to talk about Dancing with the Flame! I’ve partnered with The Book Mistress and she has me taking over the internet!

08 Feb – BookGirl Knitting
09 Feb – Indy Book Fairy
09 Feb – Savvy Authors
10 Feb – Lynn Stevens
11 Feb – Romancing the Book
11 Feb – Foreplay & Fangs
11 Feb – Books on Fire
12 Feb – Torie James
12 Feb – Room with Books
12 Feb – Night Owl Reviews
12 Feb – Coffee Time Romance
13 Feb –
 Stormy Nights Reviewing & Blogging
13 Feb – Books & More
14 Feb – Shelli Rosewarne

Click on the name of the blog to head there, or check out this blog post which has all the stops!

https://meetthebookmistress.wordpress.com/2016/02/03/blog-tour-dancing-with-the-flame-by-jamieson-wolf/

I’m so thrilled to be sharing this book with all of you. Follow me on tour and find out more about the poems in Dancing with the Flame, the way I write poetry and what poetry means to me.

Celebrate and dance on!

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