Number-one bestselling author
I took a
seat beside her.
The coffee shop
was bustling with
people and the
only empty seat
was beside this
woman. She had
black hair that
framed her face
like a curtain
made of silk
and for a
moment, it looked
as if her
hair was blowing
in the wind.
She was smartly
dressed as if
she had come
right from work.
She looked sad,
removed from the
world around her,
as if there
was a invisible
barrier that she
held between herself
and all of us.
I took my
tea to the
table and sat,
opening my book.
It was at
that moment she
began to cry.
Heaving sobs erupted
out of her
and I watched
as tears started
to pour from
her eyes, leaving
crystal paths in
their wake on
her skin. Others
in the restaurant
sneered at her,
looking at her
with disdain, as
if it was
unacceptable that she
would show her
pain in public.
I did the
only thing I
could think of.
I held out
a packet of
tissues to her.
“Ma’am? Here you go.”
I said softly.
She looked at
me with large
frightened eyes as
if surprised I
was there. She
shook her head.
“I’m okay! I’m okay, I’m okay, I’m okay!”
I don’t know
if she was
trying to convince
herself of this
or me, but
I held out
the packet of
tissues to her again.
“It’s all right Ma’am. Take them.”
She did with
shaking hands and
blew her nose,
dried her eyes.
She sat there
for a moment
longer and then
got up to
go. Before she
left, she looked
right at me
and her eyes
seemed a little brighter.
“Thank you.”
She whispered. I
watched her go,
hoping that with
my small gesture,
I brought her
some measure of
comfort.
Pardon me while I geek out.
A little over a week ago, I got a message from Penguin Books Canada. You can read the note below. They wanted to know if I’d be interested in something called a #BingeReading box that contained Justin Cronin’s The Passage Trilogy.
I nearly screamed when I got the note. The chance to read The City of Mirrors, months ahead of it’s May 2016 publication date? Sign me up!
I waited with barely suppressed glee for the box to arrive and it finally did today! It was waiting for me when I got home. I knew I was in for a treat when I saw the box.

Anything that came with a #BingeReading sticker on the outside has to be cool right? I carefully opened it and lifted the top.

I spent a few minutes looking through the contents of the box. I took each book out and each item, looking upon the whole thing with something approaching reverence. Of course I took the books out first.

The Passage is one of my all time favourite books. I’ve read it three times and am through 70% of it on my Kindle for a fourth time. I’ve only ever owned the hardcover once and that was given to a friend who I knew would love it as much as I did.

I’ve read The Twelve three times and love it just as much as The Passage. Unlike quite a few trilogies, it doesn’t suffer from middle book syndrome. It’s just as exciting as The Passage and just as breathtaking.

I can’t believe that I have a copy of The City of Mirrors. Isn’t it beautiful? It seems almost unreal to me, holding the book after so long waiting for it. The Twelve was published in 2012. For four years, I’ve wanted to know what happened to Amy and the world that has become infected with virals.
Also in the #BingeReading box were a few things to help me along as I read through the trilogy. There’s candy! Now, those who’ve read The Passage will appreciate the inside joke of the container looking like a prescription bottle. Project Noah anyone?

There’s a book light so I can read well into the night…

A bag of popcorn…

And a can of RedBull just in case I need a little energy boost.

There’s even a totally awesome post card that I’ll be using as a book mark!
I mean, how cool is that? Everything I need to read to my hearts content all in one box! Super cool!!!
However, as much as I want to read the book (like RIGHT NOW!), I’m going to do things the right way and finish reading The Passage and then read The Twelve before I read The City of Mirrors. I want to have the story fresh in my head before I delve into the ending of one of the most epic trilogies ever.
So. Totally. Excited!!!!!
Let the #BingeReading begin!
As a writer,
I look at my life
as an ongoing story,
every life-changing event
as the start of a new chapter,
words spilling across
the paper of my skin.
Until I met you,
my life had become
something of a horror novel,
my body not my own,
my steps unsure,
my thoughts grim and filled
with shadows and all manner
of darkness waiting for me,
both inside and out.
Though I was loved by many,
I felt alone in the world,
carrying only half of a heart
within me, the pages
of the book of me
filled with illegible scribbles
and ink splotches where my pen
was unable to write the words
I wanted to say.
Then I met you.
Slowly, the pages within
started to fill with something
other than darkness,
something other than shadows.
The pages were filled with
stories again rather than
splotches of ink and scribbles.
Your love for me has brought
brightness to my life and
now all the pages I write
glow with a light that is
pure and beautiful.
No longer is the story I tell
one of wanting of needing.
Now it is a story of two hearts
that found each other
despite all odds and
the life we are building together.
You’ve re-written my life
and I won’t skip ahead
to see what’s coming.
I want to experience every moment
with you by my side
and watch as the pages
continue to glow.
I had never met you,
but as I stood in a room
filled with your family,
I came to know you.
They talked of your kindness,
your generosity of spirit,
of your intense energy
and your joie de vivre.
They talked of your selflessness,
your sense of humor
and your big heart
that had touched so many.
I came to know you
through the stories
of others, through their sadness
at your passing, through
their laughter at something
that you had done in the past.
During the last moments
of your life, you thought that
there was nothing, there
was no one, there was only
blackness and despair.
Seeing everyone pay tribute
to you, remember you,
talk about you, I hope you
felt the lightness seep into
the darkness and sweep it away.
I hope that, at last, you felt that light
where ever you were, that you
were looking down on us
surrounded by light and brightness.
Approaching the casket, I could
think of nothing else to say except:
“You were loved. Where ever you are now, know that you were loved.”

Dancing with the Flame is released today! Happy Book Birthday to me!
I’m thrilled for you all to be able to read my new collection of poems. It’s available in ebook and paperback and you can buy your copy here:
Here’s a bit about the book:
Following the Number One Best Sellers, Talking to the Sky and Walking on the Earth, Dancing with the Flame contains poems that are part memoir and part journey towards self-love.
They are Wolf’s attempt to not only find balance but to love all parts of himself, even those that are most difficult to love.
They are a testament to the strength of the human spirit. The poems show us that whatever life throws at us, with courage anything is possible.
With unflinching honesty, Wolf talks about disease, sexuality, physical disability and the healing power of love.
I’m so excited for this release. The book contains some of my best poems to date and continues on my journey that started in Talking with the Sky.
I’m so excited that I’m going on tour! How cool is that?
Today, you can visit with me at Dianne Hartstock’s blog and read about the story behind the poem What I Had Become. You can find that post here:
https://diannehartsock.wordpress.com/my-blog/
Tomorrow, on February 6th, I’m stopping by Laurie Stewart’s blog. Visit to find out the story behind the poem You Have Given Me the World. You can find that here:
https://lauriestewartauthor.wordpress.com/
Even better, I’m stopping at fourteen different blogs to talk about Dancing with the Flame! I’ve partnered with The Book Mistress and she has me taking over the internet!
08 Feb – BookGirl Knitting
09 Feb – Indy Book Fairy
09 Feb – Savvy Authors
10 Feb – Lynn Stevens
11 Feb – Romancing the Book
11 Feb – Foreplay & Fangs
11 Feb – Books on Fire
12 Feb – Torie James
12 Feb – Room with Books
12 Feb – Night Owl Reviews
12 Feb – Coffee Time Romance
13 Feb – Stormy Nights Reviewing & Blogging
13 Feb – Books & More
14 Feb – Shelli Rosewarne
Click on the name of the blog to head there, or check out this blog post which has all the stops!
I’m so thrilled to be sharing this book with all of you. Follow me on tour and find out more about the poems in Dancing with the Flame, the way I write poetry and what poetry means to me.
Celebrate and dance on!
