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Everywhere I looked, there was bleakness.
The skies were grey and overcast,
the air was heavy with moisture.
The people waiting at the bus stop
looked tired and worn out.
I looked around to see if
I could spot anything of beauty
but there wasn’t anything I could see.
Slowly, it became brighter. The sun
was fighting to break free of the clouds.
As the sun shone its rays
down upon us, everyone visibly brightened.
People smiled at each other, others
said hello. It struck me then
how much joy a bit of sunshine
brings to people, how beautiful
the light made everything.
I looked down at the puddles left by
the rain that had fallen
and saw something moving
within the surface of the water.
It moved away quickly but then,
as more people walked by,
it was back again.
I crouched down to see what it was.
I heard birdsong coming from the puddles
and, instinctively, cupped my hands and
let some water flow into them.
I watched the shape I had
seen flow across the surface of
water and blinked in surprise.
I blinked again when I saw
what I held in my palm.
A sparrow, tiny and slightly ruffled,
looked at me and I thought
I saw more of the water
inside of its eyes.
Seeing my curiosity,
it let out a gorgeous string of notes
and the birdsong seemed to echo
along the rays of sunshine.
It occurred to me then that
there is beauty all around us,
even on the most bleak of days,
if our eyes are open enough to see it.
The sparrow stopped singing momentarily,
as if it had been waiting for me
to come to that conclusion
and flew from my hand in a flurry
of birdsong and sunshine.
beside me, her
purse hitting my
knee. She glanced
over at me
and smiled brightly.
“Oh, I am sorry. You know women and their purses.”
I was uplifted
looking at her
smile. I pointed
to her purse.
“It’s all right. It matches your walker.”
The purse was
purple, the same
colour as the
streamers she had
dangling from her
walker. She smiled.
“Well, it is my favourite colour.”
“Mine too.”
We shared a
moment of happy
silence as the
bus stopped next
to a high
school. Kids got
off the bus
and another group
of them ran
by the window,
calling out to
each other joyfully.
“Oh, to be that young again. Not a care in the world.”
“To have that freedom.”
I said. She
looked at me.
“You know, when I was a little girl, I had this scarf. I would tie it round my neck and then run.”
She gave a
reminiscent sigh and
patted my hand.
“I used to watch it as it streamed out behind me as I ran. It was as if I were flying. I felt like a princess.”
“You still are.”
I said. She
rewarded me with
the brightest, most
dazzling smile. I
blushed when she
patted my hand
again. She let
out another reminiscent sigh.
“I remember how free I used to feel when I ran, with my scarf flowing out behind me.”
She looked out
the window as
if she could
see herself there.
“That was my freedom.”
She said. Then
she looked at
me and instead
of patting my
hand took it
in hers.
“Are you free? Do you have freedom? Do you feel like you can fly?”
I thought of
everything I had
in my life,
how I had
finally found love,
finally started coming
into my own.
“I am and I do. For the first time in my life.”
She released my
hand and patted
it again, looking happy.
“Oh, I’m so glad. For its only when you learn to fly that you can truly see the world.”
She reached over
and pulled the
bell and waited
for the bus
to stop. She
stood and looked
back at me.
“You have a good day now. And remember to keep flying.”
I watched her
get off the
bus and when
the bus started
moving again, I
looked for her
but she wasn’t
there, as if
she had already
flown away.
the end of
the Forever Forest.
Sunlight was starting
to pour through
the tree tops
and it left
diamond shaped shadows
on the ground
all around us.
My hand was
still clasped firmly
in yours, it’s
warmth bringing me
comfort. I watched
the Forest change
around us as
we neared its
end. Gone were
the shadows that
had been ever
present, absent were
the dark creatures
that used to
fill the trees
branches. Instead, there
was only the
whisper of the
wind as it
moved through the
tree leaves, sounding
as if the
trees themselves were
whispering at us.
“What do you think we’ll find when we leave the forest?”
I asked. You
turned to me
and said simply:
“We’ll have to see.”
At the very
edge of the
forest, on the
top of the
highest branch, on
the very last
tree that graced
the path, a
black bird sung
to us. As
we watched it,
yellow feathers began
to sprout from
amongst the black
until the bird
was no longer
black but a
brilliant shade of
gold. I looked
at you, confused.
“What’s happening?”
“Don’t you know? You’ve changed, so the forest must change, too.”
As we moved
past the tree
and out of
the forest completely,
the wind increased
and I heard
cracking of wood,
and the bending
of branches. I
turned around, my
hand still clasped
in yours, and
watched the trees
change and morph
before us. The
burnt black bark
of the trees
began to flake
away, filling the
air with what
looked like soot.
As the pieces
of bark fell
through the air,
they, too, changed.
They began to
shimmer and pulse.
It took me
a moment to
realise that the
pulses followed the
beats of my
own heart. Everywhere
a piece of
bark fell, a
flower grew up
out of the
ground, quickly, as
if it were
thirsty for air.
Soon, the forest
floor was covered
with them. I
laughed out loud
to see such
brightness in a
place that had
held me prisoner
for so long.
“It’s beautiful.”
I said softly.
“So are you.”
You replied. The
heat that ran
through my body
whenever I thought
of you intensified
and for a
moment we both
glowed as bright
as stars. We
walked a little
further, into a
meadow filled with
grass and trees.
It astounded me
that, just beyond
the forever forest,
there had been
such beauty, just
waiting to be
found, but I
had been to
lost amongst the
shadows to see
the centre of
the meadow was
one tree, still
blackened. I wondered
at its placement
so far from
the forest, and
amongst such beauty
as the meadow.
“Why is this here? Why isn’t it back there with the rest of the trees?”
You looked at
it for a
moment and thought.
Then you said:
“Even in light, there is darkness. As in darkness, there is light.”
We walked nearer
to it. Up
close, we saw
that it wasn’t
blackened by soot,
instead, the tree
was made from
what looked like
a black stone.
“It looks like black onyx.”
I said. Nervously,
I approached the
tree and ran
my hands along
its trunk. My
fingers saw two
similar shaped grooves.
I pointed them
out to you
and you came
closer to me.
“They look like handprints.”
You said. I
nodded and put
my hand in
one of them.
Nothing happened. I
looked at you.
“Maybe we both have to place our hands on the tree at the same time?”
I said. You
nodded and placed
your hand in
the second indentation.
Still nothing happened.
Then I had
a thought that
went off inside
my head like
a brilliant light.
I reached out
and took hold
of your other
hand. The moment
our hands were
connected, the tree
and the air
around it began
to hum. The
song-like noise grew
louder until the
very air around
the tree began
to vibrate and
started to glow
with its own
inner light. We stood
back and watched
as the tree
began to shift
and change shape,
morphing into something
new. It became
a curved archway
and I could
smell different scents
coming from it,
could hear noises
of people, strange
sounds so unknown
yet so familiar.
When the archway
was done shaping
itself into its
new form, there
was a blast
light that was
warm on our
faces. Then it
was still. We
looked through the
archway and saw
a new path,
leading towards what
looked like a
great mansion, a
house that stood
empty but even
from where we
stood, I knew
it was lonely
for someone to
live within it.
“It’s waiting for us.”
I whispered. Beside
me, you nodded
and squeezed my
hand. I turned
and stood on
my toes to
kiss you, trying
to communicate everything
into that kiss.
When I pulled
away, I saw
we were both
glowing once more.
You took my
hand and smiled
happily at me.
“Our forever home awaits.”
You motioned at
the archway and
the house that
waited for us.
“Shall we?”
“We shall.”
When we stepped
through the archway,
the forest, that
had held me
for so long,
let out a
chorus of birdsong.
It was the
most beautiful feeling
in the world
to me, outshone
only by my
love for you
and your love
for me.
myself until I
reach its resting
place. It looks
as it always
has, timeless but
aged nonetheless. I
run my hand
along its stone
rim, feeling its
warmth. I hear
the voices whispering.
I look down
into the darkness
of the well.
It smells of
water and salt
and something more.
There is a
scent of potential
in the air,
something waiting to
be described, to
be detailed on
the page. I
never know where
my mind will
go or where
it will pull
the stories from,
but they all
come from here.
They all come
from the well
inside of me.
Sometimes, the water
level is quite
high, the stories
and voices pouring
forth so quick
that all I
have to do
is hold the
page so that
it can catch
the droplets. Other
times, the water
level is lower
and I have
to use the
wooden bucket that
is secured by
a thick rope
to gather the
water within it.
This is one
of those times.
I start to
lower the bucket
gently downward, trying
to place the
scent. It’s not
brick or mortar,
nor grass or
soot. It is
something thicker, with
more substance. It
reminds me of
what wishes would
smell like, if they
had a scent.
The bucket hits
the water and
I feel the
rope pulling taunt.
As I begin
to pull the
bucket up, the
scent grows stronger
until it is
all I can
smell. Something clicks
within me and
I know the
scent. It is
indeed the perfume
of wishes. It
is the scent
of ink, waiting
to be shaped
upon paper into
words, into story,
into being. As
I pull the
bucket even higher,
I can hear
the voices of
characters I have
yet to write
speaking softly to me.
“Keep going, you’re almost there. Almost there.”
I give one
final pull on
the rope and
bucket is on
the edge. It
teeters for just
a moment, almost
righting itself, but
then it topples,
spilling all over
the ground. Where
it hits, waters
and plants begin
to grow, and
the land is
no longer barren
I feel the
water, the ink,
surging within, waiting
for me to
shape the ink
into places, into
people, into being.
I open my
eyes and sit
back, inhaling deeply,
the scent of
ink strong within
me.