Everyone Has a Book Inside Them – A Short Story

He found the old bookstore towards the end of the day. Had it not been for a failing ray of sunshine striking a pane of glass, he would never have seen it. It had a front of dark wood and many panes of coloured glass. On the other side of the window were books-something more beautiful to him than anything in the world.

Walking towards the window, he noticed how quiet this street was. In the market where he had been shopping for odds and sods, there were people everywhere. Noise was their currency; but on this street, there was hardly any sound.

It was so quiet, that he was frightened when the top of the door struck a wind chime. It made a pretty, tinkling sound that never the less scared the crap out of him. All he noticed was darkness within the shop at first but slowly, as his eyes adjusted to the interior, he saw why it was so dark:

Shelf upon shelf was crammed into the small shop. He counted at least sixty of them. The shelves themselves were filled to the brim with book. He tried to count and couldn’t. He saw books of every shape and every size, every colour and fabric. He ran his fingers along the spines and let out a yell when one of the books zapped him-a thin lick of blue light went from the books spine to his finger and then was gone. He was still looking at his finger when the sound of footsteps distracted him.

“Oh sir, like recognizes like! I always say so, I do. I can’t believe you’re here, in my shop!” He was a small man and he had very pointy teeth. He was wearing a dark coloured jacket in a purple colour and it shone like the sun itself.

“What do you mean?”

“Oh sir, now don’t be modest, you’ve written so much. Oh, listen to me prattling on without introducing myself.” He held out his hand. “I’m Mr. Lavender.”

Hence the colour of his coat. “Jason Fox.”

“Oh, I know who you are, Mr. Fox. Could I ask you to sign a few books for me? Oh, I promised myself I wouldn’t ask right away.”

“Books? What do you mean?”

“Why, your books, Mr. Fox!”

Jason looked at the small man. “That can’t be right. I mean, I used to write when I was in college, thought I was going to make a living of it. Nothing came of it and I certainly never got anything published.”

“Oh, but you did. In a way. This is difficult to explain, but if you look at all the books, you’ll see you’ve written every one of them.”

Jason turned to the shelf nearest him and pulled off three books at random: A small leather volume, one covered in red fabric and a shiny hardback that had a picture of a dark house on its front. Looking at the name on each of the spines, he saw the same name stamped in gold or written in bold print: his own.

He started looking at all the other books on the other shelves, at the thousands of books on the shelves. His name graced the spine of each of them. His heart was beating quickly and he was having trouble breathing. He took in some of the titles, too, and saw many novels he had started, all currently sitting on a hard drive or in a journal. He took a book at random and saw that is was a short story collection. Flipping through it, he saw stories that he had started but never finished, all complete and collected. He didn’t know whether he should be revolted or elated.

Jason turned back to Mr. Lavender. “How?” He said. “How is this possible?”

Mr. Lavender looked at him for a moment, his eyes flashing like that pane of glass before he responded. “I’ll go put on a pot of tea.” He said.

 

Jason tried to calm himself with the calming sense of jasmine tea. But there was part of him that wondered if the healing of aroma therapy was all bullshit anyways.

“It’s good, isn’t it?” Mr. Lavender said. pleadingly. He did look like a nice old man. “The tea I mean? From my mothers recipe. I’ve been making it for years.”

“You said you were going to tell me what was going on. What was happening.”

“And so I will. It all has to do with you. I still can’t believe you’re in my shop.”

“What shop is this? I didn’t see a name or sign outside.”

“Mr. Lavender’s Bookshop of Wonders.” The old man had a twinkle in his eye and he looked almost young, just for a second. “Catchy, isn’t it?”

“I still don’t understand.” Jason said, gesturing around them. “What is all this?”

“Well, everyone has a book in them, perhaps two or three, maybe a slim variety of stories or poetry. Anyone can write, dear boy, but you have to find the spark. And you have one of the brightest I have ever seen.”

A shiver ran down Jason’s neck and landed in his belly in a hard cool lump. He didn’t like the tone of the old man’s voice or the words he was speaking. “What are you talking about? What are these?” He tried to keep the anger out of his voice but was unsuccessful. “I never got anything published, ever. I wanted to but couldn’t.”

“My shop is a shop of Wonders, Mr. Fox. These are not ordinary books on its shelves. Depending on the situation, not all of them are books that you’ve written. They are the books and stories that you have the potential write. Do you see what I mean? It’s not necessary to actually write anything. What does, dear boy, is that your potential is staggering. I have never seen the like.”

“What are these conversations normally like then?”

“I normally sit with them and have a cup of tea while we admire their work. Sometimes it’s an eReader full of their books, if they do well in the eBook market. Other times the shelves are filled with tons of paperback originals or mass market paperbacks. Some real and some stories with the potential to become real. I once met one writer and the whole shop was filled with books that he’s actually written. I was astounded. Published and respected all over the world. I didn’t take anything from him-he seemed so happy and he’s worked so hard. He’s still doing well for himself, too. Always knew he would do well.”

Jason had to get out of this bookshop, he knew that now. He made to stand, but Mr. Lavender made a downward motion and Jason was pulled to his seat again. “I know I come on rather strong, dear boy, but hear me out. I have a proposition for you.”

“Please let me go.”

“When we finish our conversation.” Mr. Lavender took a sip of his tea then put the cup and saucer on the table. “Lovely. Listen, Jason, normally I would take something from you for coming in. That’s the price of magic and there’s always a price, a trade.”

“What would you take?”

“Everyone has a book in them, Jason. I’m a book collector. So it’s only natural that I’d take books, written or unwritten. I take one each time. If it’s someone famous, I just get a first edition; I have a really good collection, all signed too!” He smiles and pulls on the lapels of his purple coat. “But from people that aren’t writers yet, I take one book that they would have written. You don’t went to take anything that would be noticed.”

“You said that it’s a trade?” Jason’s voice was dark. “What do you and you’re store give to them?”

“They go away from here and write the book that gets noticed, lands them a book deal. Then they go on and write what they want.”

“How is that possible?”

“How do I know? I don’t know the specifics. All I do know is that those people walk away writing something that sells millions and all for a story they didn’t know they had written in the first place.” He shrugged with a light hearted smile. “Sounds like a fair trade, don’t you think?”

Jason thought about it, looking around at all the books he could have written and thought about it some more. “I don’t know.” He said.

Mr. Lavender held up a finger and pointed it at him. “Exactly. Why my dear boy, I look around this shop and I have never seen the like. Even the author who filled the shop with his books didn’t have this many. Normally, I would take my book and give you the imputes to write you best seller. But look at this!” He gestured around him “I mean, holy shit for brains, Batman! I’ve never seen the like! What I want to know is why did you stop? I mean, having read your work, you started in high school with poems, moved on to short stories and then to novels. As a child, you even wrote short stories for your parents! Then, during your first year of university, you changed your major from English to business and you’ve been miserable ever since.” Mr. Lavender picked up his tea cup again and looked at him over it’s rim. “Now, why is that Mr. Fox?”

Jason could still not move from his seat on the couch. The shelves with his books on them loomed all around him; that should have been comforting, but it was all a little unnerving, actually. Given the situation, Jason supposed he better be honest. “I had a few of my stories entered in competitions. All of them lost, a few of the judges called my work puerile and that it lacked depth.”

“Well, of course it did, then! Everyone has to lean their craft, learn how to shape their words We are not writers if we do not learn, over time, how to properly shape those words. Everyone has a book in them, Mr. Fox. You have nearly a thousand. I won’t let you deny your gift from the world. But you have to start small and be patient. It will come, you just have to let it.”

“What do you mean? You keep talking about me as if I’m a writer.”

“Oh, but you are, Mr. Fox, you are. I can smell it on you and I’m never wrong. I have a sense about these things. No, what I want to do is this: you’re going to take one of the books you haven’t written and go home and read it. When you rewrite it, have it submitted for agents and publishers, you come back and I’ll give you the next one.”

“Isn’t that plagiarism?

“My dear boy, use your common sense! You can’t plagiarize your own words! You can’t steal what you had the potential of creating anyways. No, you’ll be a sensation dear boy, a poet laureate and New York Times Best Seller while teaching creative writing at Yale. What do you say?”

“You’ve said that you won’t take anything from me, but the magic requires a trade? What’s the trade?”

“I need a bit of you blood.”

“You need what?”

“Just a drop, really, Think of it like a contract, a bit of blood on a piece of paper.”

“How can a contract have no words? Doesn’t a contract have to be binding?”

“Oh, there are words.” He took a small book out of his pocket. “This is your book, Jason. It contains all there is to know about you and what you will become. Place a bit of blood on the cover, just a drop, and I’ll make sure that everything you want becomes a reality.”

“How is this possible?”

“How is anything possible, dear boy? You can’t deny the world your gift any longer. What do you say?”

Without thinking about it, he reached out for the small book. He felt a sharp pain in the pad of is left thumb and switched it to his other hand. Something had pierced his skin, something in the book. It began to glow in his grasp and he held it in his palm, watching as the now red leather covers flipped open and the miniature pages flipped as if turned by a breeze. Something in the pages began to glow and pulse and the throbbing of it reminded Jason of a heart.

“Take care with that. There’s only one copy of that book, I’m rather partial to it. Here, we’ll trade..” Mr. Lavender passed Jason a thin book. “It was the short novel that got you started. Or will.” He took the one that pulsed like a heart and slipped it back int he pocket of his purple coloured coat. “Now, off you go, you have so much writing to do! The address for the bookshop is in the front of the book. Come back when your done writing. I look forward to seeing you again, dear boy!”

Jason nodded and went to leave the shop. As he went back out onto the sidewalk, he thought Mr. Lavender had lied to him; he had taken something from him-he just wondered what it was.

His thumb throbbing and Jason put it into his mouth and thought of the novel he was going to write.

Salutations – A Talking Poem

Talking Poems

 

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Salutations

See, this is why I didn’t tell people, they give me that face

She had just

told me she

was leaving, gone

before I knew

it, a spot

of brightness taken

from the day.

I didn’t know. I said, I would have gotten you a card.

That’s nice. But I’ll see you again. So I’ll just say salutations.

Salutations?

 Yeah. Isn’t that what the spider says to the pig in Charlottes web?

You’re the writer. Aren’t you supposed to know this stuff?

 

She grinned and

I knew that

I would miss

her while she

was gone. Despite

only knowing her

in my life

during the day,

I thought of

her as a

true friend or

an every day

angel, those people

who come into

our lives for

a moment, or

two, sometimes years,

and they enrich

our lives, for

however short of

a time. They

leave it brighter.

Salutations, I said.

 

The Silver Star by Jeanette Walls

16130291It is 1970. Sisters Bean and Liz are in a bit of a fix. Their mother, more focused on her “musical career” abandon them, leaving them only $200.00. Deciding that their mother isn’t coming back, they take the bus across the country to  Virginia to live with their uncle Tinsley in her mother’s old home town.

Fitting in comes easy to Liz and Bean; after all, it’s where their mother grew up. But not without its complications. They decide they need jobs, but the only one who will give them positions is Mr. Maddox. Uncle Tinsley is dead set against them working, especially working for the M

addox’s. Bean and Liz just wish they understood why.

As if all the adjustment in their lives isn’t enough, the town is going through forced integration of black and white folks.  This sets of a powder keg of emotion, prejudice and racism and the littler town of Byler will never be the same.

As Bean comes closer to finding herself, something happens that destroys Liz and she withdraws further into herself. Will Bean be able to do what’s right, and heal her sister? Or will they both succumb to the darkness that threatens them?

I loved The Silver Star

and read it in two days. It’s a quick breathless read that tackles some really heavy issues: Abandonment, nervous breakdown and mental illness, family secrets and lies, bullying, race segregation and then some. But to be sure, it’s a book that should feel long but because of Walls skill asa a writer, the book just flies by.

What I love is how effortlessly Walls has shifted from memoir to fiction and yet her writing hasn’t lost any of her power

It’s more than a novel about racial intolerance, family illness, and then some. This is a novel about the power of the human heart.. It’s stronger and more sure within the bounds of fiction. The Silver Star is quite simply an amazing book.

I had to opportunity to go and hear Jeanette Walls speak about her writing and The Silver Star. In a word, I was spellbound. She was so personable and when I went up to get my book signed she was lovely enough to let me grab a picture with her (I felt very fan boy indeed).

Autograph

My lovely autograph….and the lovely author herself

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Mythbound: The Argonaut’s Almanac Volume One by Darren Craske

 

Mythbound

Myths have been around for as long as time-but who knows where they really came from? People have always been telling stories, spinning tales since time began. But what if they were all real?

Eddie Sparks does not have it easy. After his father loses his job, he moves from London to Cornwall, transplanting him from the only life he knows. Not that it was any good. Eddie wants a do over.

When he get into trouble with some of the other students, his grades begin to suffer. One of his teachers, Mr. King, sees that Eddie is suffering. He gives Eddie the chance to make up some of his grades: he had the weekend to write a short paper on mythology and can illustrate the paper any way he pleases.

It’s this that inspires Eddie to run to the bookstore. If there is anything that brings Eddie solace, it is the sound of his pencil scratching on the paper that to him. He’s always drawn. In fact, it’s one of the reason’s he had gotten into trouble with Mr. King. It’s pretty bad when your passion in life brings you trouble. Eddie just doesn’t know how much trouble.

For when he gets to the bookstore, he finds that the caretaker is a man he’d seen before, a strange one eyed man. The caretaker claims that myths have a basis in fact. In fact, he offers Eddie a book called The Argonaut’s Almanac to help with his project. It holds all the myths in written form between its pages and, to Eddie’s delight, tons of illustrations.

When he goes to bed that night, his sleep is filled with myths and visions of a one eyed man. When he wakes, however, his world changes yet again: A man is sitting on his bed who calls himself Will Scarlet. Merlin has sent him to retrieve The Argonaut’s Almanac. Will requires Eddie’s help to take the book back to Merlin.

This is just the start of Eddie’s adventures. And things go from weird to bizarre pretty quickly. Eddie must act fast, with the balance of all the myths hanging in the balance…

Mythbound: The Argonaut’s Almanac Volume One by Darren Craske in one word? Awesome. More than one word? One of the best young adult novels I have ever read, period. Craske has always had a handle on plot and characters but this time around the story just shines.

Personally I think that has a lot to do with Eddie as a main character. You can’t help but like him and root for him as he works his way into the world of myth. Part of that has to do with the way that Eddie grows up and matures in the book. He is at once resourceful, endearing and someone to cheer for. Though he gets in trouble, he always finds his way out of it and into even bigger trouble (which makes for one heck of a book).

What surprised me most about Mythbound was the sheer size of its story. My meagre plot summary doesn’t even come close to covering the plot of the novel and nor should it. It’s a novel that should be experienced without a plot summary. So much happens in it and at breakneck speed that it goes beyond the realm of amazing and reaches for the incredible. This book is absolute magic from start to finish. A thrilling story told at a breakneck pace, fabulous characters that you really grow to care for and a fantastic plot that you will never see coming. What more could you ask for in one of the best young adult novels that I have ever read.

I can’t wait for book two! So what are you waiting for? Read this book and experience the magic and the myth.

Paper Thin Thoughts – Side Tales #1

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He missed paper.

Just the feel of it in his hands, the smell of age and words on the page. He missed the thickness of the paper, even if he did have to squint at the words. Everything was electronic now, but he remembered them.

Just the thought of one of the books he used to hold brought a warmth to him. Sure, he had his electronic iEverything. A guy had to read, right? However, he remembered books. He thought of the thrill of words unfolding into story across the page but they were gone now.

It was all about progression. He thought of the black and orange computer screens of his youth, of laser discs and Beta and VHS. He remembered the moment he had first really taken in television. He figured it had been an episode of Three’s Company.

He remembered playing his first 3D game in an arcade. It was as if the people were made of air and light-it looked really cool, but the controls were crap. He thought of playing Where In The World Was Carmen Sandiego? He had spent hours playing that game-he wasn’t very good at the game, but it took him away trying to solve puzzles.

Then he remembered the world just exploding with technology: there were iPods and Walkman’s all around. He had a yellow one that he had gotten from Consumers Distributing, a sprawling catalogue store. He used to go there with his aunt. It had shone like the sun and ran on two batteries for hours.

That was when the transition began to speed up. Eight tracks and records became tapes and CD’s and even those were gone now. First the video stores had started to close, stopping rentals. Then the music and video stores started to close. People no longer bought video’s or compact discs. They downloaded it.

They had become a sea of faces, looking into screens. No one talked anymore, they just sent an email. He couldn’t remember the last time he had received an actual phone call. He saw people, sure, he had a social life-but he spent the rest of his time staring into a screen.

He worked on one, read on one, listened to music and watched television on one. The change had become so gradual, he almost hadn’t known he ha given up paper. He was reading Harry Potter for the zillionth time when it occurred to him that he’d like to read the books again. The real ones. He couldn’t remember where he had put them.

Looking around him, all he had seen was a dozen or so electronic devices. His bookshelves were empty. How had this happened, he thought. Where had all of his books gone?

And still, technology progressed: devices where you could hold your entire library in your hand, where you could carry your whole music collection in your pocket. Want to watch a movie? Sure, hit a button. The possibilities were endless.

The thing was, none of it was real. Sure, you downloaded whet you wanted, streamed what you wanted to watch, but none of it was real. It was only megabytes and pixels and HD or 3D. Whatever you downloaded, someone owned a part of it. That’s why books had mattered. They held memories when nothing else could.

What’s more, you owned that book, it was yours. With all these electronic thing, you didn’t. All you had was…..