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I never thought
that a love like ours
was possible.
I always thought
that it belonged
within the storybooks,
that it didn’t have a place
in real life.
Now, I know different.
Whenever I hear your voice,
my body sings along with it.
Whenever I see you
and look upon your face,
my heart rejoices.
I dreamed of you for so long.
I would look into the skies
at night and wonder what
you looked like or how
your voice would sound
when it said my name.
I wished upon every star for you,
every ball of light that I could see
within the canvass of the nights sky,
wondering if you would hear my wish
and if it would call you to me.
When we found each other,
it was as if that wish I had made,
oh so long ago,
had been granted and you were
the stuff off wishes and stardust.
There are times when we have to part,
when you are far from me in body,
but you are with me in spirit.
I look to the night sky when you are away,
hoping to send you messages of my love
through the morose code of stars,
blinking so beautifully in the darkness.
One night,
not so long ago,
I was looking up into the sky
at the sea of stars
and noticed one star that
pulsed and shone
so much brighter
than all the rest.
Every time the star pulsed,
I could feel something move within me.
Putting a hand on my chest,
I let out a gasp.
I realized that the star
that shone so brightly,
pulsed to the beat of my heart
and the love I have for you.
It is our star,
a piece of our light
amongst within a sea of velvet black.
If you ever find yourself
on your own without me,
know that you are not alone.
A part of me shines within you
and within the very sky,
as our love shines bright
within a sea of stars.

Just to set the record straight, I’m not brave, okay?
I live with spastic cerebral palsy (CP) and relapse-and-remitting multiple sclerosis (MS). I can’t count the number of people who have called me brave. I always smile and nod when they say this, but the truth is that bravery has nothing to do with it.
I was born with CP and have lived with it all my life. I am in some kind of pain twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week. There are some days that are more manageable, where it’s at a low-level hum running underneath my skin. Other days, the CP is extremely active. The spasms change their position in my body from day to day; there’s no rhyme or reason to it.
The MS is on the other side of the spectrum. I have symptoms that come and go and when they return, they are…
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With great change
comes uncertainty, that
moment where we
feel as if
we are balancing
on the edge
of a precipice.
We have but
two choices: to
stay where we
are or to
move forward, to
leap off of
that edge and
let the wind
take us where
it will. There
will come a
moment of clarity,
a bright shining
star in the
distance, held in
a tender, soft
embrace, the sky
cradling that star
like a child.
As you fall,
you also rise
up, high enough
to grab that
star, to take
hold of the
brightness that it
emanates. As you
hold the star
within your hand,
it brightens even
the darkest shadows
so that you
can see forever,
beyond and within.
The star beings
to fade, but
fear not for
it sinks into
your skin, to
brighten the light
that already shines
from within you.
You stepped off
of the edge,
uncertain and unsure
of what the
future would bring.
As you gently
alight upon the
ground, you are
changed, you are
whole. You are
a bright Warrior,
shining like the
sun.
When I look inside myself,
I see many things:
There is a pathway that runs
through a terrain
that twists and turns
over mountain dessert,
through meadows and glades,
and traces a finger over water
in the shape of a bridge.
It is never ending
and as I walk forwards along it,
sometimes I take a moment
to look behind me.
I see the mountains
that I have already climbed,
the cliffs that I have already scaled,
and the depths from which
I have climbed out of.
As I take in the steps
that I have already walked
and look onward to the ones
that I have yet to take,
I can hear a song that
rides upon the wind.
It sings to me,
to my Spirit.
There is something so pure
about the notes gracing my ears.
I begin walking onward,
moving forward towards
my future and the wonders
that it will hold.
The notes grow louder still.
They are the wind,
the sunshine on my face,
the sound of a cloud
as its shadow passes
over my face.
I stop walking,
only for a moment,
so that I can listen,
let the tune pull me along
so that I can walk farther.
I look down at the ground
as I’m walking.
I can feel the notes
through the soles of my feet.
They are the wind and the sun,
but they are also a beat
that moves me and makes me
want to keep walking.
I look back from where I’ve come
and I see that each step I’ve taken,
every single step,
if lit up like firefly,
glowing with its own light.
The beat is still going strong
and I can feel it in my feet,
in my lungs, in the tips of my fingers.
I can feel it in my chest,
and I realise that each note,
soft and lilting and so full of promise,
is my music.
It is the music of my journey.
I take a moment to listen
and I realise that the music
is coming from within me.
It is the music of my soul,
but more than that,
it is the song of my Spirit,
that bright force which guides me,
child and ancient all in one.
I stand there listening,
so many steps yet to come,
and I know that
I am home.