Love Within a Sea of Stars – A Poem

I never thoughtStars

that a love like ours

was possible.

I always thought

that it belonged

within the storybooks,

that it didn’t have a place

in real life.

Now, I know different.

Whenever I hear your voice,

my body sings along with it.

Whenever I see you

and look upon your face,

my heart rejoices.

I dreamed of you for so long.

I would look into the skies

at night and wonder what

you looked like or how

your voice would sound

when it said my name.

I wished upon every star for you,

every ball of light that I could see

within the canvass of the nights sky,

wondering if you would hear my wish

and if it would call you to me.

When we found each other,

it was as if that wish I had made,

oh so long ago,

had been granted and you were

the stuff off wishes and stardust.

There are times when we have to part,

when you are far from me in body,

but you are with me in spirit.

I look to the night sky when you are away,

hoping to send you messages of my love

through the morose code of stars,

blinking so beautifully in the darkness.

One night,

not so long ago,

I was looking up into the sky

at the sea of stars

and noticed one star that

pulsed and shone

so much brighter

than all the rest.

Every time the star pulsed,

I could feel something move within me.

Putting a hand on my chest,

I let out a gasp.

I realized that the star

that shone so brightly,

pulsed to the beat of my heart

and the love I have for you.

It is our star,

a piece of our light

amongst within a sea of velvet black.

If you ever find yourself

on your own without me,

know that you are not alone.

A part of me shines within you

and within the very sky,

as our love shines bright

within a sea of stars.

I’m not F**king Brave

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Not Brave

Just to set the record straight, I’m not brave, okay?

I live with spastic cerebral palsy (CP) and relapse-and-remitting multiple sclerosis (MS). I can’t count the number of people who have called me brave. I always smile and nod when they say this, but the truth is that bravery has nothing to do with it.

I was born with CP and have lived with it all my life. I am in some kind of pain twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week. There are some days that are more manageable, where it’s at a low-level hum running underneath my skin. Other days, the CP is extremely active. The spasms change their position in my body from day to day; there’s no rhyme or reason to it.

The MS is on the other side of the spectrum. I have symptoms that come and go and when they return, they are…

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Lust and Lemonade – The Movie!

Lust and LemonadeHey Everyone!

Check out this piece of awesomeness! It’s a brand new book trailer created for me by Cait Gordon (who is also awesome). It makes my novel, Lust and Lemonade, look even more epic than before!

Click play and enjoy! You can get a copy of Lust and Lemonade at the following lovely retailers:

Renaissance Press: https://renaissancebookpress.com/product/lust-and-lemonade/

Amazon: https://www.amazon.ca/Lust-Lemonade-Jamieson-Wolf/dp/1987963245/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1517447568&sr=8-1&keywords=lust+and+lemonade+jamieson+wolf

 

The Bright Star of Change – A Poem

With great changeLady on the Clif

comes uncertainty, that

moment where we

feel as if

we are balancing

on the edge

of a precipice.

We have but

two choices: to

stay where we

are or to

move forward, to

leap off of

that edge and

let the wind

take us where

it will. There

will come a

moment of clarity,

a bright shining

star in the

distance, held in

a tender, soft

embrace, the sky

cradling that star

like a child.

As you fall,

you also rise

up, high enough

to grab that

star, to take

hold of the

brightness that it

emanates. As you

hold the star

within your hand,

it brightens even

the darkest shadows

so that you

can see forever,

beyond and within.

The star beings

to fade, but

fear not for

it sinks into

your skin, to

brighten the light

that already shines

from within you.

You stepped off

of the edge,

uncertain and unsure

of what the

future would bring.

As you gently

alight upon the

ground, you are

changed, you are

whole. You are

a bright Warrior,

shining like the

sun.

Singing the Spirit Song – A Poem

When I look inside myself,small

I see many things:

There is a pathway that runs

through a terrain

that twists and turns

over mountain dessert,

through meadows and glades,

and traces a finger over water

in the shape of a bridge.

It is never ending

and as I walk forwards along it,

sometimes I take a moment

to look behind me.

I see the mountains

that I have already climbed,

the cliffs that I have already scaled,

and the depths from which

I have climbed out of.

As I take in the steps

that I have already walked

and look onward to the ones

that I have yet to take,

I can hear a song that

rides upon the wind.

It sings to me,

to my Spirit.

There is something so pure

about the notes gracing my ears.

I begin walking onward,

moving forward towards

my future and the wonders

that it will hold.

The notes grow louder still.

They are the wind,

the sunshine on my face,

the sound of a cloud

as its shadow passes

over my face.

I stop walking,

only for a moment,

so that I can listen,

let the tune pull me along

so that I can walk farther.

I look down at the ground

as I’m walking.

I can feel the notes

through the soles of my feet.

They are the wind and the sun,

but they are also a beat

that moves me and makes me

want to keep walking.

I look back from where I’ve come

and I see that each step I’ve taken,

every single step,

if lit up like firefly,

glowing with its own light.

The beat is still going strong

and I can feel it in my feet,

in my lungs, in the tips of my fingers.

I can feel it in my chest,

and I realise that each note,

soft and lilting and so full of promise,

is my music.

It is the music of my journey.

I take a moment to listen

and I realise that the music

is coming from within me.

It is the music of my soul,

but more than that,

it is the song of my Spirit,

that bright force which guides me,

child and ancient all in one.

I stand there listening,

so many steps yet to come,

and I know that

I am home.