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I am walking in the dark.
The air is so crisp that
my breath forms clouds in the sky.
They float away from my lips,
word shaped and almost translucent.
Watching them fly above me,
I watch as light from the stars
shine within them. Words like
joy, hope, celebration. Words like
togetherness, family, kindness and cheer.
I watch as the words disappear
into the velvety darkness of the sky
which is broken only
by the smallest pinpricks of light.
As I make my way over the ground,
everything sounds like music:
the crunch of my feet on the snow,
the soft sound of the wind swirling
around my face, the soft tinkling of
icicles dancing in the cold Winter wind.
It is as if the world itself is an orchestra,
and I am its audience. As I walk on,
I begin to notice a light bright enough
almost pulsing along the snow.
It creates shadows that move and shift
almost as if the light is trying
to chase the shadows away.
I follow the shadows to the source
of the light and watch as a brilliant star
shines in the sky. I feel a lessening
of the darkness in the world around me
as the daylight returns, oh so slowly.
I look deeper into the star above me
and within it, I see a wheel turning
at its centre. The wheel turns slowly
and I realize that the pulse of the star
and the shadows that move
across the snow follow that pulse,
that movement. It is as if the star
is the sun and the moon combined,
and the veil between the night and the day
are growing thinner and the darkness
is letting light through. I stand there
beneath the star that is also
the sun and the moon at once and
I feel its light move over me,
filling me with warmth and joy.
I am filled with hope for the light
is beginning to return. The wheel
of the year is about to take
its last rotation. There is a hum in the air
that joins the natural orchestra
that plays around me. The light begins
to grow even brighter, even more
beautiful than it was before,
shedding light in all of the shadows
around me so that all I can see is light.
Above me, the wheel that contains
the stars, the sun and the moon
shines down upon me. A small piece
detaches itself from the wheel
and falls down toward me.
I hold out my hand and the star
rests in my palm, warm to the touch
and shining with the brightest light.
Another year is at its close
and within my hand,
I hold a beginning.
It’s that time of year again!
The holidays mean I finally get to reveal the ten books that I loved most this year. I’ve ready 80 books (and counting) this year, so picking just ten out of the list was quite difficult. There were some obvious ones for me (Harry Potter, anyone?) but a few of these book really surprised me.
Now the usual rules apply: to be on the list, the book had to be published within the year and my list covers all genres. Okay, all set? Let’s go!
10- City of Mirrors by Justin Cronin
I feel like I waited half my life to finally be able to read this book. In reality, it was only a few years between The Twelve and The City of Mirrors. It felt like forever though, because Cronin’s characters lived on inside me. I didn’t just read the story in The Passage and The Twelve. I breathed it in.
Was it worth the wait? God, yes! It fulfilled every dream and every hope of Justin Cronin’s epic vampire trilogy. It even surpassed my expectations of what would happen and what Cronin could do. I hoped that the novel would be good, that it would be an epic ending to a trilogy that had me enthralled.
I was not disappointed. Does Amy save the world? Do all of the people we know and love survive? You’ll have to read it to find out. In the meantime, here’s the review that I wrote:
9- The Finding of Martha Lost by Caroline Wallace
I’m always amazed at how Smailes can make the ordinary extraordinary. Writing under the name of Caroline Wallace, Carline has penned what is quite simply a piece of magic upon the page.
It’s 1976 and Martha Lost is a foundling with no idea of how her story begins. She has never left Lime Street Station and has no idea what the world outside the walls of the station are like. However, when someone starts writing her letters, it slowly brings her out of her shell so that she can finally spread her wings.
Smailes is known for creating characters that are so real they live off of the page and in our hearts. I was moved many times while reading this book (three times: once in hardcover, once in ebook and a third in audio) and I urge everyone to tall under the spell of Martha.
Read my review here: https://jamiesonwolfauthor.wordpress.com/2016/04/01/the-finding-of-martha-lost-by-caroline-wallace-a-book-review/
8- Life in the ‘Cosm by Cait Gordon
This isn’t your typical boy meets girl story.
Virj Ofreesin is writing a fantasy novel. In it, the girl he loves is in love with him but can’t have him. In reality, she is actually part of the Dwa species, two sharing one body, able to spend eternity with their soul mate.
Though everyone from his gay dads to his sentient daisy Sonny and his Ovum, Splot, tells him that it will never happen, Virj isn’t one to give up on his hearts desire. He had loved Frayda for three years. He won’t stop loving her just because everyone else is telling him that it can’t happen. The heart knows no limitations.
Then he meets Noola. She’s annoying, constantly chipper, a total klutz and dresses in eye watering sparkly clothing. She is also living in the same complex as Virg and happens to be the new editor at his office. Virj wonders how his life could get any worse.
When he learns that the Dwa Frayda and Jobie are ill, he agrees to fly to a planet in the middle of a war zone to retrieve a mystical plant that only grows upon its soil. He is congratulating himself on his bravery…until Noola says that she is going with him.
Armed with his tablet and his thirst for sweets, Virj is a man on a mission.
Life in the ‘Cosm is an intergalactic joyride of epic proportions. Laugh out loud hilarious, touching, endearing and wonderful don’t do it enough justice. The book was a joy to read from start to finish. The characters were awesome and had so much depth to them. Yes, this is a sci-fi novel but one with heart, verve and warmth. I loved this book so very much and can’t wait for Virj and Noola’s next adventure!
7- A Walk in the Sun by Michelle Zink
I am constantly awed by Michelle Zink’s work. She has the ability to create a fantasy world that you want to live in, to make us believe in the power of magic, even pull us into the high stakes of con artists. It doesn’t matter what she writes, I am never disappointed. Her characters are so real, so life like, that they live within us.
In A Walk in the Sun, we are given the story of Rose Darrow. After her mother passes away, the running of their family farm falls to them as her father is too grief stricken to do much of anything. Normally full of life, Rose is feeling the effects of her mothers absence. She is lost within herself. She had plans, ideas of what she wanted to do with her life, but now she is aimless and lost.
Then she meets Bhodi Lowell, a man also trying to escape his life, but in a different way. He changed his name to leave his past behind, but the past has a way of catching up with us when we least expect it.
When the two of them meet, there are sparks and those sparks turn into fireworks. But can the two of them trust each other, and themselves?
I loved this book so much. It filled me with hope for the human spirit and left me with warm fuzzies. Simply gorgeous!
Read my review here: https://jamiesonwolfauthor.wordpress.com/2016/05/09/a-walk-in-the-sun-by-michelle-zink-a-book-review/
6- The Secret of Orchard Cottage by Alex Brown
Alex Brown has created the most lovely town of Tindledale. All the books in this series have been so well written, it’s as if you can go there and walk along its streets, go into its shops, stop into the Duck and Puddle for a pint. The town of Tindledale is as much a character as the people who live there.
After her husband passed away from Motor Neurone disease, April is at her wits and is unsure of what to do with herself. Her step daughter Nancy gives her the push to start living again. When April receives a birthday card from her great aunt Eddie who lives in Tindledale, April gives Nancy the push she needs to get out of her house and into her life.
There is a mystery around town, however. Eddie keeps referring to April as Winnie. The gossip around Tindledale is that Winnie ran off during the Second World War and had a baby with a married man. She was an officer with the First Aid Nursing Yeomanry, or FANY.
April decides to delve further into the mystery surrounding Eddies Orchard Cottage. What she doesn’t count is learning a bit about herself…
I wanted to hug this book. I’ve read it twice so far this year and will gladly and happily read it again as it’s a book you want to climb into and live within it.
Read my review here: https://jamiesonwolfauthor.wordpress.com/2016/06/09/the-secret-of-orchard-cottage-by-alex-brown-a-book-review/
5- Harry Potter and the Cursed Child by JK Rowling
Anyone who knows me well knows how much I love Harry Potter. So it’s really no surprise that this book ended up on my Best Books list.
You’ve probably all read it by now, but a quick recap: we rejoin Harry et all ten years later. Harry’s son Albus is sorted into Slytherin and sets off a chain of events no one is prepared for. With Harry struggling to keep the past in the past and Albus trying to figure out where he belongs, will everyone find their right place in the end?
Though it is the official eighth story and is considered canon, there was a lot of naysayers about this book. It’s the script for the play, so we’re not seeing everything as it would be on stage. We’re missing a crucial element that we’re used to: the magic.
However, it’s still Harry Potter. I can’t tell you what it was like being back in Hogwarts and following a new generation as they try to find their way in a world that’s so familiar and yet so unknown. It was like learning to breathe again.
I read this book (gleefully) three times and am currently reading Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets (for the 1000th time). I will happily read The Cursed Child when I’m done.
4- End of Watch by Stephen King
What’s not to love about this book? End of Watch is the third and final book in the Bill Hodges trilogy (following Mr. Mercedes and Finders Keepers). I wondered how King was going to end this trilogy but I needn’t have worried.
Brady Hartsfield is in the Lakes Region Traumatic Brain Injury Clinic. He is a vegetable after the events of Mr. Mercedes and the blow to the head delivered by Holly Gibney, Bill Hodges erstwhile partner in Finders Keepers where they work as private detectives.
Yet, strange things are happening. Hartsfield is on a new medication that seems to have woken up part of his brain, the part that remains unused by a lot of people and allows Brady to do some amazing things.
Then people start to die and it’s up to Bill and Holly to stop Brady Hartfield before its too late…
I wasn’t sure about this book at first. Rather than stay with the detective genre like Mr. Mercedes and Finders Keepers, End of Watch combines the thriller with what King is known for, the supernatural.
In short, the book left me breathless and somehow, it just works so incredibly well. All I can say is Read. This. Book.
3- Faithful by Alice Hoffman
This book was a surprise for me. I love Hoffman’s work and have for years. However, I wasn’t expecting to connect with this book so much, to end up loving every word as if it were my journey. The book gets into you.
Shelby is a teenager when something terrible happens and she loses her best friend. Blaming herself for the accident, Shelby shuts herself away. She punishes herself for the light that got snuffed out too soon by snuffing out her own.
Yet Shelby has an angel looking out for her. Periodically throughout her life, she receives postcards with no return address. Do something, one says. Trust someone, says another. Little by little, Shelby works towards finding herself and becomes the person she was mean to be.
I want to hug this book. I reacted to it in such a personal way. It moves me and evoked emotions I thought had been locked away. It had magic of a different sort; that of a woman putting her life back together and finding herself in the process, something I’m sure that everyone can relate to.
Simply a beautiful, wonderful book about living and choosing to live, despite all else.
2- Dark Matter by Blake Crouch
What would happen if you could relive your life over again? If you had access to the multiple universes that sit on top of ours where every choice, right or wrong, creates a different world? What would happen if the life you lived was taken from you?
Jason is fairly happy in his life. He’s a college professor, has a son and wife he loves. Life is good. No, he’s not winning awards or changing the world like he once thought of doing, but he’s happy, or so he tells himself.
Then one night, the life he knew is taken from him. A man wearing a mask kidnaps him and he’s injected with a drug. When he wakes up, he’s in a world that is not his own…but everything is familiar. Here, he is not a college professor, but a scientific genius. Here, his house is his house, but it is all different. Here, he is not married to the woman he loves and they have no son.
And there are people after him.
I’m doing a poor job of giving a rundown to this book but there’s no way I could go into it more without ruining the book. Suffice it to say that Dark Matter blew my mind. I finished it in two days and just finished again in one day. It’s like candy for the brain. I loved this book and can only hope that it’s made into a movie. Dark Matter freaking rocks!
I was left spellbound by Crouch’s ability to make the scientific understandable, to make such far out there ideas seem plausible and to make the outcome of some horrible decisions seem very real indeed.
Pair that with a lightning fast pace, characters you root for and enough plot twists to always keep you guessing and you’ve got a real winner!
1- The Witches of New York by Ami McKay
I flat out adore this book. It was another surprise for me. I love Ami McKay’s books. They are grounded in history and the fantastical elements of reality. Imagine my surprise when I delved into The Witches of New York and found actual magic.
The year is 1880. Eleanor St. Clair and Adelaide Thom run a shop in New York called Tea and Sympathy. Eleanor provides the tea that will cure anything that ails you and Adelaide provides Tarot readings to those that are seeking a connection to the world beyond theirs.
They become a trio when Beatrice arrives, answering an ad that Eleanor placed looking for a shop girl. Eleanor and Adelaide sense magic within her and know that she is a sister of sort. Like them, Beatrice is a Witch.
Beatrice has a peculiar gift: She can actively communicate with the dead and sees spirits. She doesn’t need cards or trinkets to talk to the dead; she can see them readily as they move around us.
Eleanor wants to go slow with Beatrice as they encourage her to strengthen her gift. Adelaide has other ideas, however. She puts Beatrice and her gifts into the public eye and soon Beatrice attracts the attention of someone who wishes to do her harm.
When Beatrice goes missing, Adelaide and Eleanor will have to rely on all their magic to find her…
This is perhaps one of the best books I’ve ever read. I finished it off in a day and a half and am itching to read The Witches of New York once more. It holds mystery and magic within its pages. Add to that wonderfully drawn characters and a historical novel that reads at a fast pace and you’ve got a winner.
I can’t wait to fall under its spell once more.
Inside of the dream,
we were walking in a valley.
There was cobblestone and grass
underneath our feet, flowers lining
the path we were on. As we walked,
we began to see others waiting
alongside the road. On either side,
there was everyone we knew,
all wearing white so that they shone
brighter than the sun above us.
I held your hand and felt your light
shining within mine so brilliantly.
Those that line the path are smiling,
radiant and joyful. I can feel the joy
inside of myself, radiating from inside of you.
As we walk further down the path,
I hear a woman’s voice break out in song;
it is lilting and beautiful and filled with light.
We walk towards that voice that fills me
with such happiness and hope
that it makes my spirit want to sing with her.
You clutch my hand tighter and I return the gesture,
knowing that my life is about to change.
You look at me and I can only see your light,
shining so brightly. I wake at that moment,
slowly, and look around me expecting to see
a valley filled with our loved ones,
still hearing that lilting song that called to me.
I turn and look at you, lying beside me
and I marvel at the changes that we have
made together, at the changes within me
since I met you. You have shown me such love
that you’ve taught me to speak
the unknown language of the heart.
I can feel the pages of the book that this is written on
fluttering inside of me as I try to find the words
to tell you what you mean to me,
as I try to encapsulate the emotion you evoke in me
into one word or one phrase. I lean close to you
and whisper “I love you” and hope it will be enough.
As we prepare to take that next step in our journey,
and continue down the garden path that I saw
inside my dream, I know that making that dream
a reality is the greatest gift you could give me.
Inside myself, I hear the fluttering of pages
and the lovely lilt of song.
Hey Everyone!
It’s that time of year again!
Every year, I write a Holiday Novella and give it out for free. It’s my way of giving back to my readers, new and old. It’s also my way of putting myself in the Christmas Spirit and helps me get ready for the festive season.
I’m thrilled to present to you this years novella, The Greatest Gift. Here’s a bit about the novella:
Lincon is living inside of himself.
Having lost his partner Xander three years ago, on December 24th, he is a shell of his former self. His only comfort can be found in a circle of stone where he can hear Xander’s voice. His friend, Dava, tries to get him to engage with life again, telling him that Xander would have wanted him to be happy.
Lincon is content to live out the rest of his life by not living. What he needs is a miracle. That miracle comes in the form of an angel. Those we have loved are closer to us then we could even dream. Having watched his lover drift further inside himself, Xander knows he must do something, but what can he do?
Gabriel is the one that tells him to find someone for Lincon, someone who shines bright. If Xander should find someone, how does he make sure they meet?
Thankfully, miracles do happen at Christmas…
You can download it here:
https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/687873
It’s available in .mobi, .epub and PDF formats. And it’s free!
It’s my way of saying Merry Christmas, Happy Yule and Joyous Holidays to all of you. Thank you for reading my work and for making my world bright.
Happy Holidays!
Jamieson
This poem is for Meaghan, who is a Star. 🙂
There is a
light that comes
from within you.
At first, I was
blinded by it,
I would look
upon you and
see only stars.
Every time you
moved, it was
like you were
conducting the Milky
Way, a thousand
stars would trail
after your fingertips.
As I got
to know you,
the stars that
made up your
light gained a
brilliance matched only
by comets as
the shine across
the sky, the
light within you
growing beyond what
the eye could
see. I would
watch as you
helped others, filling
up their life
with light. Each
time you did,
I could see
stars lingering on
their skin, stars
that would glow
with a soft,
comforting light. Soon,
the world around
you was filled
with people that
shone because of
you, whose lives
were brighter because
you were in
it. Then came
a time where
the stars that
came from you
darkened, the shine
was dulled and
the air around
you filled with
shadow. To help
you through this
shadowland, I held
out my hand
to you and
gave you some
of my light
so that you
would find your
way back to
yourself. At the
edge of the
barrier between light
and dark, I
say to you:
Never forget that
you are a
being of light,
a person of
such beauty, both
internal and external.
Never doubt for
an instant who
you are and
what you are
capable of. You
hold the world
in your hands.
Shine your light
and leave the
shadowland behind. The
world is more
beautiful because of
you.