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Inside of the dream,
we were walking in a valley.
There was cobblestone and grass
underneath our feet, flowers lining
the path we were on. As we walked,
we began to see others waiting
alongside the road. On either side,
there was everyone we knew,
all wearing white so that they shone
brighter than the sun above us.
I held your hand and felt your light
shining within mine so brilliantly.
Those that line the path are smiling,
radiant and joyful. I can feel the joy
inside of myself, radiating from inside of you.
As we walk further down the path,
I hear a woman’s voice break out in song;
it is lilting and beautiful and filled with light.
We walk towards that voice that fills me
with such happiness and hope
that it makes my spirit want to sing with her.
You clutch my hand tighter and I return the gesture,
knowing that my life is about to change.
You look at me and I can only see your light,
shining so brightly. I wake at that moment,
slowly, and look around me expecting to see
a valley filled with our loved ones,
still hearing that lilting song that called to me.
I turn and look at you, lying beside me
and I marvel at the changes that we have
made together, at the changes within me
since I met you. You have shown me such love
that you’ve taught me to speak
the unknown language of the heart.
I can feel the pages of the book that this is written on
fluttering inside of me as I try to find the words
to tell you what you mean to me,
as I try to encapsulate the emotion you evoke in me
into one word or one phrase. I lean close to you
and whisper “I love you” and hope it will be enough.
As we prepare to take that next step in our journey,
and continue down the garden path that I saw
inside my dream, I know that making that dream
a reality is the greatest gift you could give me.
Inside myself, I hear the fluttering of pages
and the lovely lilt of song.
Hey Everyone!
It’s that time of year again!
Every year, I write a Holiday Novella and give it out for free. It’s my way of giving back to my readers, new and old. It’s also my way of putting myself in the Christmas Spirit and helps me get ready for the festive season.
I’m thrilled to present to you this years novella, The Greatest Gift. Here’s a bit about the novella:
Lincon is living inside of himself.
Having lost his partner Xander three years ago, on December 24th, he is a shell of his former self. His only comfort can be found in a circle of stone where he can hear Xander’s voice. His friend, Dava, tries to get him to engage with life again, telling him that Xander would have wanted him to be happy.
Lincon is content to live out the rest of his life by not living. What he needs is a miracle. That miracle comes in the form of an angel. Those we have loved are closer to us then we could even dream. Having watched his lover drift further inside himself, Xander knows he must do something, but what can he do?
Gabriel is the one that tells him to find someone for Lincon, someone who shines bright. If Xander should find someone, how does he make sure they meet?
Thankfully, miracles do happen at Christmas…
You can download it here:
https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/687873
It’s available in .mobi, .epub and PDF formats. And it’s free!
It’s my way of saying Merry Christmas, Happy Yule and Joyous Holidays to all of you. Thank you for reading my work and for making my world bright.
Happy Holidays!
Jamieson
This poem is for Meaghan, who is a Star. 🙂
There is a
light that comes
from within you.
At first, I was
blinded by it,
I would look
upon you and
see only stars.
Every time you
moved, it was
like you were
conducting the Milky
Way, a thousand
stars would trail
after your fingertips.
As I got
to know you,
the stars that
made up your
light gained a
brilliance matched only
by comets as
the shine across
the sky, the
light within you
growing beyond what
the eye could
see. I would
watch as you
helped others, filling
up their life
with light. Each
time you did,
I could see
stars lingering on
their skin, stars
that would glow
with a soft,
comforting light. Soon,
the world around
you was filled
with people that
shone because of
you, whose lives
were brighter because
you were in
it. Then came
a time where
the stars that
came from you
darkened, the shine
was dulled and
the air around
you filled with
shadow. To help
you through this
shadowland, I held
out my hand
to you and
gave you some
of my light
so that you
would find your
way back to
yourself. At the
edge of the
barrier between light
and dark, I
say to you:
Never forget that
you are a
being of light,
a person of
such beauty, both
internal and external.
Never doubt for
an instant who
you are and
what you are
capable of. You
hold the world
in your hands.
Shine your light
and leave the
shadowland behind. The
world is more
beautiful because of
you.
“You gotta be careful when you take that mask off.”
She said.
I looked at
her and the
shadows that emanated
off of her.
I knew she
was going through
a dark time,
that she felt
the loss of
her husband as
if it were yesterday.
“What do you mean?”
I asked.
She gave me
a sage look
and said:
“People wear masks all the time. You never truly know anyone. You only know what they show you.”
I thought of
what I chose
to show the
world, what I
chose to let
others see. As
I thought about
this, I reached
up to touch
my face, to
see if I
could feel any
masks there. I
didn’t feel any
ridges or markings
that would denote
a mask. I
wondered if I
lived without one.
Later, while walking
on the sand,
the ocean filling
the air with
its music, I
looked at the
man I loved so
deeply. I could
see no mask
there. Even so,
I reached up
and touched his
face and felt
a ridge there.
I slowly pulled
the mask away
only to see
his face just
as I knew
it. He reached
up and pulled
away the mask
I wore, too.
“Do I look different?”
He shook his
head and said:
“You look just as you always do to me. Beautiful.”
It occurred to
me that maybe
there were people
we were comfortable
enough to just
be ourselves completely,
and what a
marvelous gift we
had given each other.
I took his hand
and we walked
on, letting the
masks fall away
to the sand.
This poem is for my Wonder Mom for her Birthday. Love you Wonder Mom!
When I think of you,
I am reminded of stars,
Stars hold magic within them,
and that magic takes form
in light, shining down
upon us from light years away.
You have always been capable
of great magic, able to mend wounds,
heal hearts or grant wishes.
Stars are wise beyond their years,
they have been helping those
that wish for wisdom
learn secrets from the skies,
teaching those that want
to learn more about the world
that surrounds them.
Stars help guide others to safety,
having guided sailors and creatures
that live within the water
to their destination on calmer seas,
and they provide light
in the darkest of times,
helping us not to feel so alone.
Though Stars are far away from us,
they remind us that
we are not alone,
that all we have to do
is look up into the sky
to be close to them,
to be reminded of their light.
You are all of this
and more, a true being
of magic and light.
As you continue to shine forth
and shine on, it is an honour
and a privilege to be graced
by your light and your love.
I can only hope to shine
as brightly as you do
so that we can fly across the sky
together.