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inside of myself
I am standing
on top of
a mountain. I
can look back
at every step
I have taken.
Each step is
marked with a
small white stone
and they shine
in the sunlight.
I can see
The dark home
I grew up
in at the
very beginning and
can follow the
line of stones
that shine like
diamonds. Along the
path are many
different forests. They
marked times in
my life that
were the darkest.
After the forests
come the hills,
when I was
climbing out of
the darkness towards
the sun. Interspersed
throughout are bright
shining lights where
I was happiest.
I try to look
at what is
coming, what is
beyond, but all
I can see
are clouds and
a dark sky
filled with the
stars of possibility.
I know that
I have only
to wish upon
one of the
stars to make
it so and
embrace whatever comes
my way, knowing
that life is
full of peaks
and valleys, highs
and lows. I
look again, try
to see through
the fog and
stars and can
see only sunlight
of days yet
to come.
with peaks and
valleys. I sometimes
wish there was
a way to
look out at
what is to
come, what hills
I will have
to climb and
what waits for
me at the
top of those
peaks, those mountains
towering over the
lower points. But
when I look
back at what
I’ve accomplished, at
the valleys I’ve
already waded across
and the hills
that I’ve had
to climb, I
wonder if I
would have done
anything differently. If
climbing those mountains
would have meant
so much to
me if I
had known what
was coming? As
I stand atop
the highest mountain
that I have
ever been on,
I realize that
it doesn’t matter.
In life, there
are peaks and
valleys, mountains and
swamps, fields and
meadows, oceans and
lakes and more.
All that maters
is that I
keep going, keep
fighting, keep
dreaming. That I
keep on living
life to the
fullest, whether I’m
in a valley
or standing on
top of the
world. All that
matters is that
I keep going,
I keep climbing,
That I keep
breathing and finding
joy in the
smallest of things.
Determined to bring order to the Syndicate, she has been working for months to clean up the business her father’s people ran. Working tirelessly, spending every waking hour working, she has been trying to clean up the mess left behind by her father.
Keeping herself busy is the only way to keep the ache in her chest at a minimum. Since Nico’s death, she has done whatever she could to get on with her life. It is only at night when she falls into sleep that the gut wrenching ache returns.
She can still see his face, can still smell his scent, can still feel his hands on her body. Angelica knows he will always be a part of her. All that she can focus on is remaking her father empire and getting revenge on the people who had ruined her life and taken Nico from her.
One night, things change when she wakes and finds Nico in her room. At first, she wonders if he’s a spirit, but as his scent fills the room, Angelica knows it’s him, knows that he’s real and there are secrets he has to share.
Before she can process that he’s back, before she can deal with the anger she feels towards him, her house in under fire. Everything that Angelica holds dear is in danger. A hit has been put on her head and her brothers. They fight back and escape but know that their fight isn’t over.
They have to cut off the head of the snake that is Raneiro. Angelica is faced with a choice, however. Is it more important to live a life worth living or get revenge?
Only time will tell…
Once again, my meagre plot summary doesn’t do a book justice. It does nothing to capture the urgency, the passion, the danger that this book holds. There are books you merely read and then there are books like Lawless that you live through, every word thrumming right through you.
I was wowed by this book. I had no idea how Michelle would follow up Fearless but Lawless is by far the best book in the trilogy. That has a lot to do with Angelica’s character development. She goes from a woman along for the ride, fighting alongside Nico to a woman who has taken charge of her own life and knows what she wants and needs to do.
No longer is she a woman who is afraid of where her life is going. Instead, she chooses the direction with Nico by her side. She has to work hard to heal her heart and herself. Angelica has to make some important decisions in Lawless and those decision deepen her character development.
More than that though, the passion has been ramped up high and set on high. I thought that Ruthless and Fearless were hot reads, but they don’t even hold a candle to Lawless. The passion between Angelic and Nico is so intense, so absolutely all consuming, that it sets the book aflame.
I loved everything about this book. The story, the passion, the secondary characters. I loved it so much that I immediately wanted to go back to the beginning of Ruthless and start Angelica and Nico all over again.
Spice up your life with Lawless, the thrilling conclusion to the Mob Boss trilogy! Michelle always impresses me with her novels but The Mob Boss trilogy has a special place in my heart.
You don’t just read this book, you live it.
behind our eyes.
Solitary inside ourselves,
the darkness is
total until we
breathe life into
thought and dreams,
until we shape
letters into syllables
and syllables into
so many words.
We shatter the
darkness that we
find inside of
ourselves until the
darkness becomes fragmented
and filled with
cracks. Through all
of those cracks,
we can see
light shining, waiting
to pour from
us in art,
in words, in
music, speech or
song. They are
the lights which
chase the darkness
away. When the
light shines strongly
enough, others will
be drawn to
it, others who
are filled with
their own kind
of light, so that
we are no
longer alone.