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Surprise!
Coming soon, my new collection of poems! It’s titled Covidly Speaking. Here’s a bit about the book:
The poems written in this collection were written during the first two years of the covid pandemic.
They contain a range of emotions including confusion, anger, pain and upset, yet they also contain light, love, hope and laughter. Life during the covid pandemic has been about finding balance, despite the imbalance of the world.
Go on a journey and discover how hope and love can conquer even the darkest of times. Sometimes, even when we’re alone, we’re stronger together.
I’m so excited for this release. It will be the first collection of new poems in two years. The poems contained in Covidly Speaking brought me solace and joy when there has been so much darkness in the world. It’s my hope that the poems do the same for you.
This will be a staggered release. I’m releasing it in ebook first and then in paperback format. Stay tuned for news about when the book is available!
There are worlds
we have discovered together,
travelling to distant lands
full of unknown terrains,
our hands joined
and our hearts as one.
There are also worlds contained
within me now that are brighter
than they were before,
all because of the love
that you have given me.
I wanted to give you some way
in which I could show you
how your love has changed me
and how it has formed new roads,
new pathways within my body.
Standing before you,
I’ve opened myself up like a book,
pulled back the covers of my skin
so that you can see the pages
that I’ve been able to write upon.
You can see where the dark forest,
which took up so much of me before,
has made more room for areas
that are bright with new growth and hope.
My light from within is shining
down upon the water and grass
that has taken root there.
If you look beyond the mountains,
you can see the worlds
that come from my imagination,
full of stardust and magic,
waiting to be discovered.
Just as you’ve changed the world around me,
you have also shaped the world
that I carry within.
Every time you tell me that you love me,
my internal world grows a little bigger
and the worlds
that we can discover together
become endless.
I’ve been trying to make sense
of a world that no longer speaks
a language that I understand.
All around me,
there seems to be nothing
but chaos and havoc,
mayhem and unsettled hearts.
Even as I look at the world
and try to understand
what it is that I am seeing,
it changes again and becomes
even more full of hate
than it was before.
It’s as if I am looking at everything
through a looking glass.
I can see my reality shift and move,
never staying still.
What is happening in the world right now
is abuse. There is no other word for it.
I have chosen to believe
we will heal ourselves after this,
that we will come through the waterfall
into a world that is recognizable
and washed anew from the water.
I dream of freedom, yes,
but not the kind that they want.
I long for the day when I will crawl
out from under the weight,
standing despite the emotions
that want to pull me under the surface,
but I wonder what I will have to let go of
in order to do so.
*For Wonder Mom
When you carried me,
I learned from you
as I swam upon
the river within you.
When you sang,
I learned to use my voice for joy
so that I too could sing
and find my own voice.
When you cried,
I learned how to comfort others
without having to say a word,
much as I comforted you then.
When you spoke to me,
I learned the gift of language,
hoping for the day
that I could tell you I loved you.
When you held me,
wrapped your arms around your stomach
to keep me safe as I floated on the river,
I learned that love could be
as beautiful as a hug
or as simple words whispered
in the comfort of night.
Everything great that I am today
I have learned from you.
You’ve given me my gift of courage,
the bravery that runs through me
runs also through you.
I am a warrior because
you’ve shown me how to be one.
My gift with words is from you.
I’ve knitted together whole worlds with them,
first to lose myself and then to find myself
so that I could bring myself home.
Words are magic that runs through us both.
I learned how to love from you,
to choose kindness whenever necessary,
because it was what you showed me
when I couldn’t defend myself.
I learned from my time in the river,
from words you didn’t speak out loud
but that I could hear on the waves
that surrounded me.
I am adrift on the water
and I try to find me
inside my body,
but I’m no longer certain
that the barriers it held
have stayed in place.
My mind is at sea
in the landscape of myself and
I don’t know how
to call it home.
My spirit is eternal.
It ventures forth,
even when my physical and mental
parts of me
are unsure of themselves.
It shines like a beacon
amidst the dark
so that I can find who I am.
I have ventured deep
into the mountains of my mind and
I have found that piece,
that small speck no bigger
than a grain of sand,
that holds the purest form of me.
I have brought it home
to the shell of me so that it can shine.
I hold it in the palm of my hands,
no bigger than a hope or a prayer.
Looking at its brilliance,
I try to breathe that shine in
so that I can see through
the dark of the water
held within.