Memory Jewels – A Poem

The breeze ripples the water.

Even when it is still,

I know that it is in constant motion.

There is movement where I can’t see.

When the tide comes in,

twigs and leaves

ride upon its surface.

I can hear geese crying in the distance.

Watching the water,

the tide begins to lower once more,

taking treasures in its wake.

The trees whisper on the wind

of secrets keptfor hundreds of years.

I just don’t know the language

to understand it.

I listen to the buzz of the hummingbird

and I make a wish

each time that I see one

in hopes that it will carry my wish

upon its wings when it flies.

I watch the tide come in again

and I sit at the waters edge.

I place the things that I no longer want

into the water. I pull them through my skin

and it is like I am holding jewels

that have grown tarnished with time.

I place them in the water

and they pulse lightly,

though that light has grown dark.

The jewels are full of memories

that have stood the passage of time,

but I no longer want them.

When the tide goes out once more,

I watch those memoires

as they sail away from me.  

They look like stars upon the water

as they head out

to sea.

The Brightest Star Among Them – A Poem

* For Margaret Hood

When I close my eyes,

I can see you so clearly.

We’re sitting outside

and the light is flickering in the dark.

The air around us is warm

with the scent of food and fire,

strawberries and wine.

There is laughter

that hangs in the air around us,

a remnant from a joke or story

that has been told.

I still see that smile upon your face

and can hear the joy in your voice.

When I close my eyes,

that is how I see you,

caught in that moment of joy.

That you are gone from us

is unfair, someone’s idea of a cruel joke.

When I close my eyes,

you are caught in time

with a smile upon your lips

and laughter in your eyes.

If I blink quickly,

another memory of you

comes into the light.

When we first met,

you held out your arms to me

and wrapped me in a hug.

“I’m so happy you’re part of the family,”

you said to me.

“I’m so happy you found each other.”

You gave me a brilliant smile

and the room was lighter

because of it.

Your presence in our lives

made them more wonderful

than they had been before.

With my eyes open,

I look to the skies to see

if the stars are now shining brighter

because you are among them.

You Are Light – A Poem

* For my Wonder Mom In Law on her Birthday. ❤

You are a bright candle.

Your light fills up the room

and brightens the lives

of those that surround you.

Your light chases away the shadows

and illuminates the night.

The light that comes from you

makes stars come alive in envy,

for they could never shine

as brightly as you do.

You’ve shown me a world of kindness,

as you’ve shown all the others in your life.

Though there are times

where darkness and shadow reign,

your light helps those around you

shine brightly just like you.

It takes strength to shine

in the face of shadows

and our lives are made better

because of your presence.

You are a bright candle

that fills up our lives

with light and love

and I am so thankful for you.

Thank you for shining

so brightly.

Mollyhouse Issue 3 – Out Now!

I had the honour of having one of my poems included in the new issue of Mollyhouse.

It’s an online magazine of poetry and prose and I’m so happy to have had my poem included. Here’s a bit about Mollyhouse Issue 3:

This third issue of Mollyhouse features poetry and prose by writers who are not from this group: white hearing able-bodied heterosexual cisgender men. The issue is edited by Raymond Luczak.

This third issue of Mollyhouse features artwork by Aleatha Lindsay as well as poetry and prose by Ken Anderson | Mark Bromberg | Brad Buchanan | Jackie Chou | David Cummer | Beau Denton | Francis Goodman | Cait Gordon | Randall Ivey | J. Ivanel Johnson | Lilah Katcher | Travis Chi Wing Lau | Van Ethan Levy | Stephen Lightbown | Cali Linfor | A’Ja Lyons | Mary McGinnis | Daniel Edward Moore | Maurice Moore | Cath Nichols | Naomi Ortiz | Felice Picano | Steven Riel | Gregg Shapiro | Karl Sherlock | Nicole Taylor | Antonio Vallone | Patricia Walsh | Mark Ward | Jamieson Wolf | Kathi Wolfe | Dan Yorty. This issue is edited by Raymond Luczak.

My poem is called The Red Thread and it’s easy to find, it’s the last piece in the magazine before the author bios!

The best part? You can read it for free!

Download your copy here: https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/1094874

My poem is the last one before the author bios. I truly hope you enjoy all of the words in Mollyhouse Issue 3!

The Power of Words – A Poem

When I open my eyes,

I am in the dark forest again.

The trees around me sigh

as if they are content to have me

returned to them.

I wander among the trees

that I know so well

but it is as if I am seeing them

from a distance.

I can hear a song calling me

and it is taking me deeper

into the forest than I have been before.

I wonder if I’ve walked to the very centre?

It doesn’t surprise me

that there are places within the trees

I do not know. The dark forest

has always been good at changing,

shifting its shape,

until I could not find my way home.

The song pulls me through the trees.

It is as if my feet know the way,

or they’ve been there before.

I often slept within the forest,

who knows where my dreams took me

when I lived within these trees.

The song stops when I find myself

standing in front of a tree

that is unlike any of the others.

There are wide shelves

carved into its trunk

and on the shelves are books

of every shape and size,

all kinds of colours and they

look like jewels in the shadows

of the trees, so foreign and unusual

among the darkness and shadows.

I reach out with a trembling hand

and take a book off the shelf.

When I open it,

words begin to flow from the pages,

stirred by a light breeze that surrounds me.

I can read the words husband, lifetime and love.

When I open another, I can read the words family, support and togetherness.

I open a third and it says creative, ink and paint.

Looking upward, I can see all these words and more

swirling above my head. Thousands of words

filter into the leaves of the blood trees

and as I watch, I can see sun beginning

to shine through the leaves.

I see that the light

which is filtering through the trees,

and as I look, I can see the light

pointing to the way out of the dark forest.

The leaves shrink from the light,

afraid of the lights touch.

I look back to where I came from,

full of shadows and the promise of pain.

I look forwards to where the light

is guiding me and I know that,

though there are still shadows along the path,

the light will lead to safety.

I pull one more book from the shelves

so that I can take it with me

and when I open it, I can see one word

written on its pages:

joy.

I clutch the book to my chest

and walk to where the light

is guiding me home.