The Circle of the Moon – A Poem

I am sitting outside of the forest.

I don’t feel like going in

and losing myself within its branches

as it whispered sweet nothings to me.

Instead, I find myself

walking around the edge of the trees,

remembering what it took from me

and what I willingly gave away.

I look up when I see the moon

winking at me through the leaves.

As I walk, the moon moves with me,

giving me light so that I can see in the

darkness. I try to outrun it,

comfortable in with the shadows,

however the moon leads around the trees

until I find a pool of water.

In all of the years I spent in the forest,

I never knew there was a body of water here.

The moon shines down on the grass,

blades so dark they are black.

I sit where the moon shines,

so that I am within the circle of the moon.

Around me, there are flowers growing

within the grass. A breeze moves through the air,

it fills my head with a comfortable whispering.

The moon shifts slightly within the trees

so that it shines upon the water, and I lean forward.

I look at myself, at the lines on my face that mark

the journey I’ve taken to get here to this moment.

Dipping my fingers into the water,

I watch as the me within the water ripples,

and pulls itself back together,

slowly making the cracks disappear

until my reflection is whole again.

I remained there for some time, watching as flowers fall into the water

with the same thing occurring each time,

broken, together, cracked, whole, fractured, complete.

The water reminds me that though things may seem broken within,

I am not within the trees of the forest or lost within myself.

Letting my fingers dip into the waters

one final time, I stand and walk back

in the direction I came.

I walk back towards whatever will come,

knowing that I am ready.

The moon winks at me from within the leaves,

and I know too that this is part of my journey.

I merely need to remember

that the moon and the river are within me

and that this is only part of my journey.

I have so much further to go,

following the light of the moon

so that I can find

the stars.

One Thousand Wishes – A Poem

I didn’t believe magic was real until I met you.

I had been wishing for so long

that the sky above my home

was filled with thousands of stars,

each of them a wish I had made.

They were all the same wish:

I wanted a man who would love all of me,

one who would see me,

when I couldn’t see myself.

Over time, I began to wonder

if the wish would ever come true,

but still I hoped, still I yearned.

I began to lose my faith in magic,

in the power of a wish.

As more time passed,

I stopped believing in magic,

and the stars that shone in the sky above me

reminded me of all the years that I had hoped

and that hope had gone unheeded.

The stars would take to following me,

flowing through the sky like water

as I went about my day,

always shining down upon me,

trying to get me to believe again.

When we met,

the stars began to hum in excitement.

While we talked,

the stars began to shine a little brighter.

Later, when we kissed,

the stars began to hum.

When we went outside and stood under them,

the stars danced for us,

filling the sky with brilliant light.

It was at that moment that I realized something,

magic takes time.

I’d like to think it was the strength of my wish which

brought you to me, that the stars had been searching for you

for all this time and when they saw you,

they wrapped themselves around you and

gently pushed us together.

I got my wish when you came into my life.

You taught me to believe.

in magic again and that belief is reaffirmed

every time I look

into your eyes.

Available Now! Hope Falls

Well, that was a lot sooner than expected!

Hope Falls is available now! It’s the first book in a four book series all revolving around the world of soap operas. They’ve got mystery, murder, mayhem and romance! What’s not to love? It’s the perfect summer read.

Here’s a bit about the book:

For thirty years, Miriam Parker has played Sylvia Stevens on the popular soap opera Hope Falls. However, now her days are numbered.

Miriam knows that her ratings have begun to drop. Her character isn’t as popular lately, thanks in large part to her storyline. Miriam knows what happens when her ratings fall too low. She is written off the show in the most permanent of ways. After signing a lifetime contract with the show’s producer, Miriam knows that they own her and will take her life if the ratings fall too deep.

Knowing that she can’t do it alone, Miriam enlists the help of Naomi and Susan, both fellow actors on other soap operas. While Miriam is grateful for their help, when danger strikes, she knows that all of their lives are in danger. Miriam will have to learn what secrets Hope Falls studios hides so that all three of them can escape with their lives.

Get your copy at Amazon and Kobo

I sincerely hope you enjoy it.

The rest of the series also drops this summer, one book a month. Coming in July is Eagle Valley followed by Dragon’s Cove in August and Wolf Lake in September. In October, you’ll be able to read Blackwood Hills, the lost unfinished script from Hope Falls Studios!

Just remember: Hope floats and then Hope Falls. Don’t forget to tune in…

Coming Soon! Hope Falls!

I have a “new” book coming out very soon!

My Hope Falls Series has been sitting on my hard drive since 2011 and I’ve always wanted to put all four books out there in one summer. What’s better summer reading than a good soap opera filled with mystery, romance and murder?

The series consists of four books: Hope Falls, Eagle Valley, Dragons Cove and Wolf Lake. This summer, I wanted to have some fun, so I’m re-releasing all of them with brand new covers, one book per month. Coming soon, Hope Falls, where it all begins!

Here’s a bit about the book:

For thirty years, Miriam Parker has played Sylvia Stevens on the popular soap opera Hope Falls. However, now her days are numbered.

Miriam knows that her ratings have begun to drop. Her character isn’t as popular lately, thanks in large part to her storyline. Miriam knows what happens when her ratings fall too low. She is written off the show in the most permanent of ways. After signing a lifetime contract with the show’s producer, Miriam knows that they own her and will take her life if the ratings fall too deep.

Knowing that she can’t do it alone, Miriam enlists the help of Naomi and Susan, both fellow actors on other soap operas. While Miriam is grateful for their help, when danger strikes, she knows that all of their lives are in danger. Miriam will have to learn what secrets Hope Falls studios hides so that all three of them can escape with their lives.

Hope floats and then Hope Falls. Don’t forget to tune in…

Stay tuned for when you can get your copy!

The Galaxy Within – A Poem

I wish that I had the power

to control time,

however I don’t think I could handle

the responsibility.

Waiting is difficult,

every day feeling incredibly long

and impossibly short.

Time has lost all meaning,

it is no longer relative

especially during these times.

The last time that I waited

for news that felt as if

it would never come

was when I was diagnosed

with multiple sclerosis

and here I am again,

waiting for news about what may

or may not be waiting inside of me

if new stars have taken shape

inside of my head.

If I close my eyes,

I can see the galaxy that is within me

the numerous starsand planets that fill my brain.

I’d like to think that they are where

some of my light comes from,

shining so brightly that my skin

can’t contain all of it.

I feel like my body has begun

to fail me and I am filled with pain.

I know this is because of the comets

and the suns that fill my body,

the solar systems and supernovas,

that makes themselves known.

My body contains galaxies unknown to me.

I can’t help but feel a little fear within me,

unsure of my body as I am now and yet

thoughts of what I have done appear before me,

their visions riding across the moon and lit

by the stars. I can see the mountains

that I have climbed, the forests I’ve survived,

the galaxies that I have overcome before.

Whatever the news brings,

I will be ready and I will do the only thing I can do.

I will sparkle on.