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I’m so thrilled! Thin Places, an anthology from Broken Keys Publishing, is out now! Here’s a little bit about the book:
Fourteen authors, fifteen short stories, one poem, local publisher (and Winner of the 2020 Faces of Ottawa, Favourite Publisher), local editor, and our very own Codi Jeffreys penning its foreword!
All with underlying themes of parallel universes or alternative realities.
Ottawa, are you ready to see what incredible literary richness this awesome city has to offer?!
Originally planned to be released late spring/early summer, unfortunately due to the Covid-19 outbreak, its print edition must be delayed (but don’t you fret! It is most definitely still in the works!)
But for the short term, an ebook will be made available! (What better time to catch up on your reading now that we’re all stuck in our homes!)
My story in the anthology is Finders Keepers. I can’t wait for all of you to read it! You can get your copy here: https://books2read.com/u/38ZNMV That like will take you to everywhere you can buy the ebook.
I hope you enjoy it. All the writing in this anthology is amazing.

When I was younger
and I believed
in the power of wishes,
I would wish upon the stars.
I wished for a man who was kind,
a man who would look at me
and love all that I was,
all that I could be.
It got to the point
where all the stars
that I could see in the sky
had been wished upon by me,
all except one star,
one final light
shining brightly in the sky.
Before I met you,
I felt the urge to make one last wish,
giving up a piece of my magic
to the stars.
I looked into the sky
and wished for you.
I had no idea who you would be,
only that you didn’t exist
and I had wasted my last wish
on a hope and a dream.
Then my world changed
when you appeared in my life,
almost as if you were a star
that had fallen to the ground.
When I first met you,
I could have sworn
that you were made of light.
You grow brighter and more brilliant
with every day that passes.
You continue to inspire me
to be a better version of myself.
Now, when I look upwards to the sky,
I can see every wish that I have ever made.
They form a pathway that stretches
across the whole sky.
I am forever thankful that the path
has led me to you.
You have given me the stars,
each one a piece of magic
that I thought to be lost.
Now, when I look up at the stars,
I can only see the magic of possibilities
and what tomorrow
will bring.

He tried not to be afraid.
The ship flew through the air. Maverick marvelled at the way it sliced through the clouds as if it were still in water. He knew that he was safe, that there was no danger of falling off the ship unless he was pushed off of it. Still, looking at the world below him from the front prow and seeing the sea of stars that the ship swam through never failed to take his breath away and fill him with fear at the same time.
He heard a metallic whirring. Turning, he saw his first mate Giles climbing the stairs to where he was. Some time ago, Giles had experienced an accident below deck when someone had thrown him into the ship’s turbines. They had taken his legs, but Maverick had rebuilt them. Half android and half man, he struck quite the sight with the tails of his greatcoat flapping in the wind and the moon shining off of the metal legs.
“Sir?” Giles said. “You are wanted below. Anastacia would like to see you.”
Maverick nodded. “Did she say what it was regarding?”
“No sir, she only bade you to come.”
“Thank you, Giles.” Maverick said and began to make his way down to the depths of the ship. It was what Anastacia preferred. She did not come above deck for she did not need to see the sun and the stars.
As he made his way through the winding tunnels of the ship, he passed members of his crew and their families. He waved to them and bade well and moved on. There was an elevator, but it didn’t go to the lowest deck where the apothecary was, so he took the stairs, the decks becoming darker and less well travelled. Finally, he found himself in front of the apothecaries. He tried not to be afraid.
“You may enter, Maverick.” A voice said.
The voice was made of night and the stars, of subtle dreams and vivid nightmares. As he walked into the space, he thought that this was an accurate description of the woman as well. She had skin that was darker than night. Her skin was marked with freckles, however they were white in colour. It looked as if she had bathed in the stars.
Anastacia was holding a spider and waited for it to crawl into a vial that stood in a holder on her workspace. She looked up at him. “I’m glad you came.”
“You bade me to.”
“Yes, but that doesn’t mean you will listen.” She gave up waiting on the spider to go into the vial on its own and instead pushed it in. The liquid inside turned from a vibrant green to a soft and dreamlike purple.
Maverick stared at the liquid. “What does that do?” He was almost afraid to hear the answer.
Anastacia looked at the liquid in the vial like a mother would look upon a child. “It will cure most anything…except that it has the unfortunate result of killing everyone who takes it.” She smiled as she put a stopper in the vial and opened up a metal box that was on her worktable. There was a soft bed of fabric inside it and she placed the vial within and closed the box, locking it by pressing her fingertip to a scanner.
“Why would you make such a thing?” He asked her, his voice thick in his mouth.
She looked at him and smiled. “One never knows when one will have to…take care of business.”
“I see. Is this why you asked me here?” He tried to concentrate on the metallic thrum of the ship, the whipping sound of the sails through the wind, instead of looking into her eyes. She saw too much if you let her in.
“No, Captain. We have another matter to discuss.”
She made her way around the workstation and came to stand in front of him. Now, along with the sound of the ships motors and the sails whipping in the wind, there was the slight sound of bells that chimed whenever Anastacia moved. Maverick had tried to ask the woman what kind of lifeform she was, seeing as she was made of the stars themselves. She would merely smile in response.
She was not smiling now. Maverick reminded himself not to be afraid.
“We have a situation.” She said, the words coming out like a soft, salient song. “There are people planning a mutiny.”
“Who?” His retort was quick. “What do they say is the problem?”
“That you are keeping too much of the shipment fee and not sharing enough.” She sighed. “Why must men be so basic all the time? You’d think that gold was the only thing that mattered in the world.”
“You know that I don’t think this way.”
She nodded as if she had anticipated his answer. “I know this and I respect you for it. You value human life over the temporary pleasure that money can bring.” She took another vial out of the pocket of her dress. “We can use this to prevent the mutiny from happening.”
Maverick looked at the liquid within. It was a murky green colour. “What will it do?” He asked.
“It will bend them to your mind and influence calm.” She handed the vial to him. “We can put it in the ships water supply. They will never know what has transpired.”
“Do you really think we have to resort to mind control?”
“Would you have them try to take over the ship and risk a battle while we are in the air?”
“Fair point.” Maverick said. “I’ll take care of it right away.”
Anastacia watched him go. She wondered how long it would take him to realize that it was she who would control them all? Smiling, she went back to her workstation to work on another concoction.
All she had to do now was wait.

I miss my mom and dad.
I miss my friends and
other members of my heart family.
I miss seeing everyone
without the benefit of a computer
or telephone screen between us.
I miss being able to swim
and the act of losing myself within
the flow of the water.
I miss the physical touch
from the people I love.
I miss being able to hug someone
in a moment of joy.
I miss being able to shop,
not for the items that I would buy
but because it prolonged
the social aspect of shopping.
I miss taking the bus
for the time it gave me to read
and having the story
take me away from the world around me.
I miss physically working with others
and seeing coworkers every day
and being a part of each others lives.
I miss eating out at a restaurant
and listening to the music made
by other voices deep in conversation.
I miss my life as it used to be.
/
I miss not feeling a moment of panic
every time I see someone else
that I don’t know.
I miss not checking the space
between us to make sure
that they are far enough away.
I miss not being aware
of what six feet of space looks like.
I miss not being able
to go where I wanted
without a care of where I was.
I miss not having to count to twenty
every time I wash my hands.
I miss not looking for hand sanitizer
every time I come home.
I miss not waking up with anxiety
and feeling it flutter in my chest.
I miss not having to keep my distance
from my friends and family.
I miss not worrying about
being too close to someone.
I miss not having to take sleeping pills
so that I can actually sleep
instead of lying there until midnight.
I miss not being afraid at
what our world has become.
I miss not watching the news
every day at eleven am and what
the prime minister would say today.
I miss not practicing social distancing
and worrying at every cough or sniffle,
wondering whether or not it was
the start of something worse.
/
What I love is the creative way
that people are managing to stay close,
even though they are far apart.
What I love is the way that
people are finding ways to stay in touch,
reaching out to everyone they know,
even those they haven’t spoken to
in a long time.
What I love are the ways people are
showing kindness to others,
even people that they don’t know.
What I love is that,
even during the fright and worry
caused by this pandemic,
we are learning what to be
thankful for.

Three simple words
hold so much within them.
These words are like diamonds,
full of multi-faceted brilliance,
each surface holding a memory.
When I say that
I love you,
those words hold the moment
when we first met six year ago;
my brain can’t comprehend
that it has been that long,
that so much time has passed
when it feels like it’s been
but a small handful of sand
within the hourglass of time.
When I tell you that
I love you,
the words contain the moment
when we first gave our hearts to one another,
the moment when we realized
that the spark within us
was indeed love.
When we gifted those words to each other,
it didn’t complete us,
but made us shine all the brighter.
When I whisper the words
I love you,
those words contain
what you have given me.
I have never been so supported,
so encouraged and so understood.
Amid the sandstorm of my mind,
you can see the parts of me
that shine brighter than the rest.
Each time you tell me
I love you
the grains of diamond sand within us
shine brighter than before
and the light of our love
will help to light our
way.