The Talking to the Sky Blog Tour!

Talking to the Sky best sellerI’m on tour!

Well, a blog tour at any rate. I’ve been lucky enough to be doing guest posts on a few blogs to talk about my new book Talking to the Sky.

Each of the posts is different and look at different aspects of what writing Talking to the Sky was like. I’m so thankful to everyone hosting me so make sure to stop on by and check out the essays, articles and interviews.

As the articles and essays and interviews go up, I’ll update this blog post! I’ve also updated my web site so the links are all there too!

So come and find me here:

Writing Past the Wall with Marie Bilodeau

http://mariebilodeau.blogspot.ca/2014/02/guest-post-writing-past-wall.html

Memories on the Wire with Laurie Stewarthttp://morrighanfilms.wordpress.com/2014/02/19/guest-blogger-jamieson-wolf/

An Interview with Dianne Hartstock:  http://diannehartsock.wordpress.com/2014/02/22/talking-to-the-sky/

Alexandra Brown: http://www.alexandrabrown.co.uk

An Interview with Laura Crawford: http://greetingsfromthepolebarn.wordpress.com/2014/03/08/interview-with-author-jamieson-wolf/

Lady Made of Stars – A Poem

I’m walking in the dark.Star card

The dusk has left and

evening has finally come,

bringing the stars with it.

As I looked at the stars,

I watched one arc through

the dark purple sky towards me.

I thought for sure

the star would veer onto

another course, but it

continued to grow bigger

until it reached the ground.

As it came closer, it grew

so bright that I had

to cover my eyes.

When I opened them again,

she was standing there

in front of me, her skin

made of stars

full of light that

caused the darkness hide.

She motioned to me,

wanting me to follow her.

I did this without question,

trusting the hope

she filled me with, knowing

that she would guide me

along the right path.

She stopped and

picked an iris flower,

handing it out to me.

I took it and immediately

felt lighter, as if she

had given me some

of her light.

She pointed to the path

ahead of me and nodded,

as if to say that I was

going the right way.

She smiled then

and I knew whatever

I found at the end

of the path

would be good

and full of her light.

She blew me a kiss

and I watched as

stardust flew though the air

sparkling in the

half light of evening.

Where it touched me,

I saw light bloom.

Then she began to

grow brilliantly,

until I had to

cover my eyes once more.

When I opened them

she was gone but

star in the sky seemed

to glow brighter

than all the rest.

Looking into the sky,

I began to follow it,

letting the star

guide me home.

 

* For the amazing Christine who truly is a Star.

When You Became We – A Poem

IMG-20140216-01272 (1)Hey Everyone!

It’s my Wonder Parents wedding anniversary today!

Here’s a picture of them on their wedding day. I wanted to do something for the both of them to celebrate the day they got married and started on their journey together.

Today is a day to celebrate your love and the bond you forged.

I love you Wonder Mom and Wonder Dad.

Love and Huggles to you both.

When You Became We

I remember the day

you both said those

two words.

They seem so simple,

so easy to say

but they invoked

the most powerful

magic that is

still felt today.

Those words gave

one you a husband and

one of you a wife.

Those words declared

to the world

that you were meant

to be together,

that you were soul mates.

Your love has grown

from a small seed to

something that continues

to grow, as if it were

a tree that is

reaching for the sky.

The tree grows

larger and more full

with every year

that passes

and it all started

when You

became We

and the magic

of your love

started to grow.

The Fool’s Journey – An Essay

downloadI thought the Tarot was all about fortune telling. You asked a question, you drew a card and you read it’s meaning in the book and that was it. It never occurred to me that they could be for something deeper, something more personal.

During our first class, my teacher Trevour Strudwick told us that the cards were really doorways. That stuck with me and each card was like a little window showing me what I needed to know.

When I started taking Tarot classes, I thought I knew everything already. I was also a bit of mess. I was coming off the end of a difficult relationship and my body was different than it had been and I was still coming to grips with how it was now. I was battered emotionally, physically and spiritually.

Trevour talked a lot about using the Thoth deck for personal growth. It was a revelation for me. I never knew that the Tarot could be used in such a way. It never occurred to me that they could be used for anything other than fortune telling.

We started off reading just based on colour. We had to draw a card for ourselves every day after we asked the cards a question. I kept getting repeat cards.

One of them was the Aeon, a bright and beautiful card that to me looked like arms giving me a hug. The Aeon kept coming up for me in my daily card draw. I wondered why it kept coming up. It wasn’t until we started delving into the meanings of the cards that it started to make sense.

The card represents insight, transformation, that we should leave behind our old perceptions and embrace higher learning. What it really represented was the balance between spirit and self.

I was, quite frankly, stunned. I had been going through a transformation in my life. I was struggling to find peace in my new life, reborn in the same body but a different person. I was drowning. The Aeon was a light amongst the darkness.

I realised then that I had to open myself up, that I had to embrace what the cards were trying to tell me. So my questions to the cards changed. Instead of wanting to know if I would find love, I asked them how to go about loving myself.

I felt an awful lot like the Fool that opens the deck. He’s starting on a journey and it takes him through the deck of cards. I was going on my own journey, learning about myself and about what I was cable of.

As my confidence with the cards grew, so did my confidence in myself. The cards helped to put things into perspective. Yes, I was a different person, no longer the same. However, the cards showed me that I was on the right path, that the journey would only be over when I was no longer willing to lean and no longer willing to grow.

That journey still continues. Every day, I learn more about myself, I learn more about what I am capable of. My spirit and my heart are aligned now and the world is no longer filled with darkness. It is only filled with light.

I have the Tarot and the teachings of Trevour Strudwick to thank for that. These words can’t express my thanks for the wisdom and teachings he has given me. The cards have become like sign posts on the path to finding myself and what I have found is wonderful.

Lets hope this Fool’s journey I am on never ends.

The Number of the Beast – A Short Story

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* For Alexandra Noseworthy who is beautiful and awesome and filled with light. 

 

They had once called her The Iron Maiden.

The name had been a misnomer. She carried an Épée. It was her sword of choice when fencing. It had a long blade and a thick almost bell shaped hand guard. The sword itself  was made from maraging steel to give it flexibility, not from iron.

When they started announcing the end of the world, Alexandra had taken matters into her own hands. If the world was going to end, she was going to be prepared. She was going to be armed. She forged a new Épée completely out of iron. It no longer had its flexibility, but could wound quite easily. It served her well in what the world had become.

As the world that was left began to heal, a dystopia rose up around her full of darkness and shadow. Alexandra had never killed anyone before but she learned quickly. It was kill or be killed in this new shadow world. That was the way of things now.

Soon, even the dystopian land around her crumbled until all that was ruins. Alexandra had survived only by skill and desperation. Everyone she had known or loved was gone from this world. All she had now were her wits and her Épée. She had no feeling left inside of her, only iron.

She was truly the Iron Maiden now.

The evening her world changed again, she was walking down what had once been a busy roadway. Cars and trucks were left where they had been standing like burnt out husks. Glass from shattered roadside lamps still littered the concrete like jewels that could draw blood.

As she walked by the cars sitting like fallen sentries on the road, she noticed that they all had numbers spray painted on the doors in bright red paint. The numbers were 666. She wondered what that meant.

She continued on down the road and saw the same numbers were spray painted everywhere. A chill ran down her spine. Alexandra didn’t know why three numbers should cause a tremor of fear to run down her spine, but she was afraid now.

As she continued to walk a little further, she began to sense that there was someone near by. She could always do this and it had saved her ass more than a few times. She stood there for a moment with her eyes closed, trying to pinpoint where the person was hiding.

Alexandra wasn’t surprised. There were lots of people still alive in what the world had become. She just didn’t know whether she would have to kill again until the person revealed themselves. As she was trying to sense where the person was, she heard footsteps and knew the person was close.

Opening her eyes, she took up the en garde position and waited. She didn’t have to wait long. As she watched, a shadow began to form into the shape of a man. Alexandra didn’t know how long he had watched her, how long he had observed her. It didn’t matter. All that did matter was defending herself so that she could survived another day.

She wasn’t prepared for him to pull his own Épée from the shadows and take up the en garde position. She knew from her fencing days that they would observe each other for a moment, trying to get the measure of each other. Looking at the shadow man, she couldn’t see his face but that didn’t matter. She relaxed her body, letting a sigh run through it and prepared to fight.

They were silent for a moment, for just a second, and then they were off. The man lunged at her with his Épée and she parry’d and lunged right back. They were a whirlwind of flashing blades and the clang of steel. This had always reminded Alexandra of music, each clang of sword a note on a musical score, the shuffling of feet like drums or cymbals.

She advanced on the man and lunged again and was able to dig the point of her Épée into his shoulder. He wasn’t expecting it and didn’t have time to parry. He let out a cry and stepped away from her, putting a hand to where Alexandra knew the blood was starting to flow.

“That fucking hurt.” He said. ” Épée’s aren’t supposed to draw blood like that.”

“I know.” Alexandra said. “This is one of my own making.”

The man regarded her and stepped out of shadow and into the light. He was short and lean which would be an advantage in the arena. He had dark hair that fell past his shoulders and large hazel eyes that were opened in surprise.

“Where did you learn to fence?”

“Here and there. What does it matter? None of that exists anymore.”

He smiled and Alexandra felt a flutter of something unknown to her move through her body. The ice within her melted a little bit for this man and she didn’t know why.

“True.” He said. He laid down the sword and held out his hand. “The name’s Bruce.”

She held out her own. “Alexandra.”

They shook hand and Alexandra experienced another tremor run through her, one of warmth and light that was unknown to her in this world of darkness and shadow. They stood there with hands clasped for a moment until a loud, horrifying roar filled the air.

Alexandra picked up her Épée. “What the fuck was that?” The roar had sent shivers down her spine.

“It’s the beast! Come on! We must hide!”

Bruce grabbed his own Épée and grabbed her free hand. They found a van that was still mostly in tact and slid inside it. Alexandra should have been worried about sharing such a cramped space with a stranger but didn’t. She had no idea what that meant but realised that she wanted to find out.

“What’s the beast?”

“Didn’t you see the number of the beast written all over the place? If I had been thinking clearly, I would have just left you be and run away.”

“Why didn’t you?”

“I saw your Épée and figured you were a kindred spirit. It’s been so long since I’ve sparred with anyone.” He gave her a smile that she saw in the darkness of the van, a flash of white teeth that sent shivers though her body.

The air was ripped by another earth shattering howl. Alexandra shivered now for a completely different reason. “What is the beast?” She whispered.

“Some have said that he was once a man. I do not know, I’ve never seen it but have only heard it’s howls in the night.”

They heard another mournful howl and knew the beast was close. “It must smell us.” Alexandra said. “Do you think we’re safe here?”

“No, I don’t think we are.” Bruce replied.

“So what do we do?”

“Are you a fencer or not? We fight of course. It’s our only option.”

Bruce began to move away from her and out of the van and Alexandra had no choice but to follow. She slipped from the vehicle to see Bruce standing there, rigid and unmoving. She stood and saw why: the beast was standing before them.

It had the shape of a man but that was where the similarities ended. It was larger than a man and was covered in what could only be fur. Intelligent eyes regarded them widened with surprise and the only reason they were still alive was because they had taken the beast unawares. It had talon like claws at the end of each finger and sharp teeth that reached pas it’s jaw. There was blood dripping from the teeth and Alexandra wondered who the beast had killed.

She stood beside Bruce and wondered how she had survived in this world alone. She would not lose him. He took her hand and looked at her. She nodded and knew what he was going to say.

“En garde!” She screamed and they both lunged towards the beast.