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Charlotte Duval is at a loss for what to do.
Her father has passed away and she is stuck with the task of what to do: close his antiques shop, the Galerie Duval in Paris or move on and go back to Los Angeles, where her own job at the Getty museum waits for her.
Does she close the shop, the one reminder of her father’s legacy and the only place she ever felt a connection to her father? Or does she return to LA where her job and her mother await her? The choice should be clear, but closing the shop would be like letting go of her father forever.
While working on repairing a desk for Christophe Marchand, one of the shops best clients, Charlotte discovers a ring embedded in one of the drawers of the desk. On the inside of the band, the phrase The fates lead the willing is inscribed in Latin.
When she drops off the desk at Marchand’s, she isn’t prepared for her reaction to him. Her heart races and she finds herself imaging what he would look like undressed. The air rushes out of her lungs in wanting. She is slightly unnerved, though, by the gentlemen guarding his home. They are carrying guns. What kind of man needs men who have guns to protects him?
That man is Christophe Marchand. Head of the Paris mob, he’s not a man to be trifled with. He rules the Paris mob with an iron fist. But he is far more than a mobster. He is a collector of memories. After his father squandered the Marchand fortune and sold off pieces of furniture to pay bills after Christophe’s mother died. Pieces that Christophe remembered form his childhood.
Christophe has painstakingly put the house back together, piece by piece. The house makes him remember his mother most of all. Christophe hadn’t realized how much his mother held the family together, his brother, his father and himself, until she was gone.
For his part, Christophe is not prepared for his reaction to Charlotte. It is almost primal
When men break into the galerie and threaten Charlotte, demanding the ring, one of them holds a knife and Charlotte knows real fear. The men give her one day to hand over the ring. The thought of them coming back and potentially doing more harm to her and her fathers shop fills her with even more fear.
She turns to the only person she thinks can help her: Christophe Marchand…
There is so much to love about Coveted. Michelle St. James always manages to fill the pages with a story that moves me, that strikes a match and sets the world she creates aflame. However, she went one step above with Coveted. Words can’t express how much I love this book.
Christophe isn’t your average mob guy. He’s a man with so much heart but he keeps it hidden behind a hard wall, afraid to let anyone in. The fact that she gives us such a deep look into his psyche and personality deepens his connection with us. He’s so afraid to let anyone in that when Charlotte lights his match, he tries to forget her, tries not to think about her, but the heart wants what it wants. St. James paints this struggle so well that, by the time they come together, I found myself cheering for him.
We’re also given a deep look into Charlotte’s life. Living in L. A. in a job she likes, dealing with her washed up actress of a mother, St. James shows us a woman on the edge, wanting change, wanting adventure. Unsure of what she wants, heartbroken after the death of her father, Charlotte knows she just wants more.
They find solace in each other and watching them come together was a joyous experience. I was struck by the depth of these two characters. The secondary characters also sparkled and lit up the pages, but this is Christophe and Charlotte’s story, make no mistake.
I love how Michelle St. James tells the story of two people who don’t know that they’re lost until they find the other half of their hearts in the most unlikely of ways. I always say that this is the best book Michelle has written and it’s no different this time around. Michelle has given us a story of two people who are so entwined in their lives that they almost don’t recognize salvation when it happens.
Covenant was such an emotional journey that it left me wanting more! It had heart, humour and was hot enough to set the pages afire. I can’t wait until Revenant is released in October to find out how the story continues!
This poem is for Michael. Thank you for all that you are. 
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Every action also
creates several possible
reactions, the outcome
of choices that
weren’t made but
still trace a
path against the
stars. Sometimes, it
is as if
I can look
back through the
darkness of my
past and see
what the stars
would have brought
for me if
I had chosen
differently. If, instead
of living the
life I live
now, I had
run instead. When
I first met
you, I was
enraptured, entranced, enthralled;
I was also
terrified. I had
never had anyone
treat me like
you did, with
kindness and compassion,
with understanding and
passion. I did
not know kindness
in my life
from men, had
not known what
it was like
to be completely
accepted and even
cherished by another
man. I wanted
to run so
far away from
you but at
the same time,
there was no
way I could
have. I decided
to face what
frightened me head
on and instead
chose to love
you completely as
you did me.
I was terrified
but my love
for you was
stronger than my
fear. I look
back across the
black sky shining
with stars’ like
diamonds, each star
a mark on
the map that
we have made
together. If I
had run, I
would have missed
every moment that
led up to
the moment when
you first told
me that you
loved me, the
times we have
travelled the world,
the small moments
when I’ve learned
what a real
relationship is like.
I would have
missed the moment
when you asked
me to be
your Husband. I
know that somewhere,
within that map
of stars, there
is another version
of me who
made a different
choice, who ran
instead of staying.
To him, I say
“Look at everything you’ve missed. And everything still to come.”
To you, I say
“I love you.”
Though those words
aren’t ever enough.
When I first met you,
I was struck by the light
that emanated from you.
As I came to know you better,
I admired your free spirit,
your willingness to love,
and your thirst to live.
You have been a constant
source of inspiration for me,
always willing to lend me
some light when the need arises
until I was able to find my own.
You are a visionary, always able
to look into the murky clouds
of the future and succeed,
even when you’re not sure
of the outcome that awaits you.
You are brave, able to take on
any challenge that confronts you
when most would admit defeat.
You are passionate in everything
that you take on, all that you do,
filling all those around you
with excitement. I am often
in awe of you, of how,
like a snake sheds its skin,
you cast off the parts of yourself
that are holding you back
so that you are left only with light,
with the pure vibrancy of you.
I have seen you transform
into the many facets of yourself:
Mother, friend, lover, confidant.
You are all this and more
and I am filled with wonder
at the thought of you
and what you have yet
to become.
I am on a continual journey.
I often feel like I am the Fool
from within my deck of Tarot cards.
I am standing at a precipice
looking around me at the world,
not as I knew it, but as I know it now.
I’ve been on this journey for years’ now
and have met many obstacles.
There have been times when
I wanted so badly to give up,
when the Swords showed their edge
and drew blood. But Swords are two-sided,
so that at other times, they helped me
to rebuild the Tower that had fallen to the ground.
When I started to get better and believe
in my own magic, in what I could create
and the strength of my spirit,
it was the Wands who were my guides,
lighting the fire inside of me
so that it burned bright and strong for all to see.
They urged me to create, to live, to dance.
I did not have to do this journey alone.
My Cups overflowed with people
that I met along the way or that I already knew,
some who would lead me towards my Strength,
like the Empress or the Princess of Pentacles.
Yet there were those who would want me to be
the Hanged Man like the Devil who wanted
to keep me down. Still I ventured onward,
the ground littered with Pentacles that
shone like the Sun brought to land.
Yet it wasn’t riches that I desired
but a rich life. At one point on my journey,
I looked up into the sky and saw
The Star shining so brightly.
It had been there all along, guiding me
towards my future. If I had given in,
I would not have the life I have now.
In a way, Death did come to me,
giving me an ending to something
I could no longer tolerate and
a new beginning to something new,
something wonderful. I stared up at the sky,
the seventy-eight cards fluttering
past my vision, each of them a portal
or a window so that I could look inside of myself,
see every step I had taken, the cards like
stepping stones in the darkness across the sky.
As I watched the Star burned even brighter,
shining down upon me. I knew that my journey
was not over, but I was not alone.
I would continue, for this is my journey
and I will take it one card at a time.